Sunday, March 23, 2008
JUST A THOUGHT:
A guy and a girl can be just friends - but not immediately after a relationship. If a guy and a girl can be friends right after the relationship, it's only one of 2 things:
- they were
never really in love
OR
- they still are.
COLLEGE
To tell you the truth, quite honestly, I'm dreading going to uap for college. Somehow, I know it's gonna be awkward for you with me being there, and for me with you being there. I think we should just go on with our lives and continue our seperate ways. I have no idea why you're hiding from me because really, I have no intentions of vying for your affections and the like. I'm quite happy with myself and imagine you are too. I'm not asking for your special attention, not at all. I just think that we might as well be civil with all our common friends there. I know they were your friends first, but I quite consider them my friends now too. Yes, I do wish we could go back to the way we were, but I don't know why you suddenly started avoiding me. We never really did anything wrong, right? We also never really WENT somewhere. We were good friends and comfortable with each other. I wasn't your girlfriend in every sense of the word, anyways. My heart bleeds for what we once were, but I'm not gonna die nor cry over it. It's over and that's okay. Thanks for the memories, buddy. But that's it, and it's fine. I saw some other guys just like you saw some other girls, what's the big deal? It's kinda funny how it ended, really. In hindsight, I laugh over it.
We'll be in the same school and it's inevitable that you and I run into each other. But so what? Let's be adults and be happy for one another. Then maybe we can start being friends again. Let me know when you're ready, 'cause it never really ended for me. (Not in a romantic sense, no need to worry. In a platonic way.)
