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Alessandra
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Apathetic (in a way). Insomniac. Fascinated by brujeria. Epitomizes procrastination. Hopes for the best, expects the worst. Cynical. Empathetic. Introvert. Obstructionist. Inconspicuous. Imaginative. Ambiguous. Passive-Aggressive.


Melancholic. Pessimist. Eloquent. Critical. Dense. Euphuist. Loquacious. Pompous. Shrewd. Walking Paradox.

The world is full of obvious things which nobody by any chance ever observes.
- The Curious Incident of the dog in the night-time, Mark Haddon (Christopher)

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When it comes down to it,
I let them think what they want.
If they care enough to bother with what I do,
then I'm already better than them anyways.
- Marilyn Monroe

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I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.
- Audrey Hepburn

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The pure and simple truth is rarely pure and never simple.
- Oscar Wilde

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I do not want people to be very agreeable, as it saves me the trouble of liking them a great deal.
- Jane Austen

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I wish I would've blogged earlier so that I wouldn't have to start with Wednesday. This whole week has been so hectic, you wouldn't know.

Wednesday:
The first day of the week that I went to school (I know, I'm always absent). I caught up with everyone else and found out that my dad has been brought to the hospital. Brother and I rushed out of school to visit dad. The traffic (because of the rally) was really overwhelming! We were on the car for 3 hours (from greenhills to mandaluyong. When we got to the hospital, Ate Mya and Ate Jae were there. Kuya Jap slept over with dad while I went home with my sisters.

Thursday:
Went to school, I got fetched by Tuts 'cause I was gonna spend the night at their place (because of the fashion show) and Ate Mya and Ate Jae got my report card. My grades went up... with a .01 - pathetic. We all visited daddy in the hospital after school. Then I went to eat dinner at Katipunan with Tita Jael and Tuts. There, I saw Tantina and Frank (SHOUTOUT: hello! :D). When we got to tuts's place, Ian/Pao (same person, don't know what to call him. Haha.) was already there. We helped tuts finish his thesis work and went to bed at 2:30a...


Friday:
...only to be awaken at 5. When everyone was ready, we fetched the other models (SHOUTOUT: ate liz, ate em, ate agnes, ate erika (: - Yes, I was the youngest model.) When we got to UST, I saw Anna/ATM :D We got ready (i.e. Make-up, clothes, and shoes. UNCOMFORTABLE) and then faced the jurors. Tuts got a high grade with his defense and is a candidate for Thesis of the year. WOOHOO! (:

Since we hadn't eaten any food during that time, we went to burgoo to eat brakfast/lunch/merienda. After, we went back to the hospital and visited dad. It was my shift and since my lovely siblings left me alone to go to my cousin's "harajuku" party, I asked bes to accompany me. She followed soon after (:

We went home at 2a

Saturday:
Went to visit daddy in the hospital. When I got there, tita rara and mickey were already there. We went to the foodcourt to eat subway. After which, I went home to get ready for the night out with my good friends. (:

I met up with Niko, Chai, Jc, Bes, and Chris at metrowalk at around 6. We played billiards and indulged in nicotine and alcohol until 9. After which, we went to starbucks to have some coffee. When we got to starbucks, we saw Vivo and his friends (tangina kayo mga kupps, starstruck. HAHA. fudgers) They were out with their director and talent agents and whatever.

Maria and I went to her house at 12a. We ate dinner and then just chilled with Richard. We all slept at 4a. (:

Sunday:
I went to the hospital straight from Maria's house. Kuya Jap and I stayed with dad until Mom and ate Jae got there. Tito Joe and Tita Chat (Carla's parents) visited. Anyways, when the Tutays arrived, I was fetched by Drei because my shift was over. (:

That's it for today, forgive the very dull and non-chalant way of writing, I'm so tired!

Please pray for my dad. KTNX.

from the heart: sad ):
spinmix: PANIC! at the disco - I write sins, not tragedies
head to toe: jeans and a shirt

The Games that Play Us

Hey everybody, Happy Valentine's or lack there of. Yep, so to all of you lonely broken hearts there, you're not alone. Although I am quite the hopeless-romantic, I did not spend my valentine's day with my boyfriend considering we broke up (ages before valentine's although we all see clear that I'm still pretty hung-up) but, I did spend it with a really good friend. (:

When I got to school, there was a wonderful bouquet of flowers awaiting me in my DECORATED (with hearts, and not by me) desk. The site made me smile, so as I got up to see the flowers, I realized... there was no card (PFFFTT. Ha, ha. Secret Admirer) So I immediately rubbed all of it off with a smile and went to my locker to fetch my other books... LO AND BEHOLD, there was a heart in my locker from my BESTFRIEND. (I loove you bes) I pretty much thought all of the surprises were done for today until I got back to my classroom and saw CHOCOLATES on my drawer, this time from Jhay-be :* As the assembly started, Ralph gave me a card and a rose and BEYB gave me a card. (:

Surprises pretty much ended during the morning... or so we thought. At around 2-3, Nika and Carizza were called to the academic officer... TO GET FLOWERS. Apparently, their boyfriends had them sent flowers whilst they were in school. Awww♥ such cuties! So whilst all of us girls were devouring our chocolates and pretty much admiring our flowers, I had another surprise from jj! SHe sent me a box of fererro and tobleron white!

I forever love that boy girl. :D (if you catch my drift.)

As we finished class, we all went to our lockers. I stayed behind since I still had to fix my stuff after evaluation (oh the works of being the class president/mayor) when I heard a shriek coming from Reech and Roch. "ESSSSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAA. LOOK!" They pulled me off of my seat, threw my bags at my face and immediately brought me to my locker. That was when I saw it, 3 balloons (2 red, 1 white) hanging from my locker with "I LOVE YOU" imprinted all over! With again, no name. The balloons made me smile and when I opened my locker, there was a card "To the most beautiful and unique person." HOLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY♥

So, as I went down, I had the BIGGEST smile on my face. (;

I ate with Doter first and then met up with my date, Kino (nothing romantic, girls. :D he's just a really good friend)

Anyways, I gotta go now... HOPE your day wasn't as SAD (Single's Awareness Day) as mine was. (:

Love you, fudgerrooouzee.

LOVE♥♥

Just Watch the Fireworks

Bes, at the end of the day, it's still you and me. (:

Yesterday, I met up with Ghee, Rocky, and Arvin. We stayed at Promenade for awhile and then went back to OB to fetch Maria. Camille, Janine, and JP (hunnie! :D) ended up tagging along and then we just ate at Coffee Bean. Butchy and Edy followed shortly. We just hung out fow awhile and talked until Cam, Janine, and JP had to leave at 7. We all had coffee and dinner then Rocky and I brought Ghee back to OB at 8 since her brother was already waiting. When we got to Coffee Bean, Butchy and Edu already had to go. So the rest of us (Me, Maria, Rocky, Ali, and Arvin) just went to Bitoy's to drink and eat. The band performing was really really good. Plus, the lead singer was so pretty and nice! She was so good talaga. Haha.

Arvin, Rocky, and Ali left at around 12 so Maria and I went back to Promenade. We stayed for awhile until we decided to go home.

Haay, friends. I love you, gayfudgerrooos. :D

from the heart: Giddy
spinmix: Jack's Mannequin - The Mixed Tape
head to toe: PJ'S

The Saddest Song Playing

I wish I would have blogged yesterday so I wouldn't have to blog from friday. Anyways, I super enjoyed friday and saturday.

Do you know the feeling of time stopping? Like, you're living but only in that particular moment. That was what I have been feeling for the past few days.

FRIDAY:

Went to Promenade after class (around 3) to meet up with Butchee, Ali, and Arvin. Only Butchee was there so we ate while waiting for the very late Ali and Arvin. We were talkiing and teasing lang. At around 4 - and the meeting was at 2:30 - Ali and Arvin arrived. HAHA. Then, Reena, Neill, and Jonny Boy followed. We all decided we would watch a movie but then Maria, JC, Niko, and Chris followed. So I told Butchee, Ali, and Arvin to go ahead and watch the movie without me. Instead, Niko, JC, Chris, Reena, Neill, Jon, Bes, and I went to Mawy's Party. Niko got pissed at RC, Mawy's guy, so we just left. Neill, Jon, and Reena stayed though. JC, Chris, and Niko wanted to drink so they went ahead to Metrowalk whilst Maria and I went to Coffee bean promenade where se saw Saab and Miko (shoutout: Hey Saab, Hey Mikko! :D)

Arvin asked me where we were by then so I told him we were at Coffee Bean. He and Ali followed then we went to Bitoy's for Paolo Villar's birthday. When we arrived, We started to drink and smoke asap since we were really uncomfortable with the crowd. Plus, having our uniforms on didn't make the situation any better. We met some really cool people (SHOUTOUT: Rocky! Vince! Jonathan!) whom we invited to the spec-ops2.

Pretty soon, Maria and I had to go. We met up with Kuya Jap, Jan, and DJ at Promenade and started to go home. The car dropped Maria off first, then DJ. When we were on our way to Jan's house, we decided to eat at Mikky D's and guess what? There was a commerical being shot. FUNNY! Haha.

SATURDAY:

I had my S.A.T.'S at OB from 8 - 3. I arrived pretty early so hector, mike, tim, charlie and I ate breakfast. When we got to school, we were separated into 2 groups and made to get into 2 different classrooms. PFT. After the S.A.T., Mike, Lester, Tim, and I went to tokyo tokyo and ate. Mike had to go after and Lester wanted to stay with Reiji and the others so Tim and I headed back to OB (wtf?! On a saturday? BULL) and we just decided to make gago the people in OB. After which, my ride arrived and I went home to get ready for the spec-ops.

I left the house at 8 to go to Maria's house so I could hitch a ride. They dropped me off at Promenade when Butchee, Rocky, Ali, and Arvin were already waiting. We all walked to Goldland where the party was at. When we got upstairs, Ghee and sila Bes were there already. Introductions were in order. At around 9, Eric and his friends arrived. Tas around 10, Vivo, Jeric, and Bugz arrived. Wala, the crowning na of the "cutest couple" haha. Congrats to Russell Oledan and Bea Estrella :D

Paul G also arrived then (shoutout: Hey paul! ate dharen! :D) and then... CUT. Okay, the rest are confidential. So sorry to leave you hanging. (:


from the soul: happy! (:
spinmix: we are all on drugs - weezer
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Between order and randomness

Happy birthday, bestfriend! Happy birthday, bestfriend! Happy birthday, happy birthday. Happy birthday, bestfriend! :D

DUUUDE, rarely do we spend time together again. Bes and I skipped class today. Instead, I arrived at her house at 830p and we slept until 10. (:

Come 10, we got up and fixed up then we headed to Galleria to SHOP! She bought new chucks and I got clothes. After galle, we went to Pearl and bought some Yos then headed back to her house. After dancing and singing in front of the mirror, we went to valle at 3 to swim. Yes, we love to swim.

Ally, my niece, followed and we had merienda. After which, we started to swim again but only until the swim team had trained. We got off by then.

Then, ate blu, kuya jc, and aj followed to have some dinner.

Now, im hooooome. OKAY, random. Anyways, edit this shit later.

Listen to Always love by nada surf. You'll feel good. (: