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Thursday, September 29, 2005

73-75

FEU

... won over DLSU - naturally :D

La Sallites are sore losers. I mean, their team manager hit Arwind Santos in the head, for sobbing out loud. No class, no breeding. Ha, ha. After the game, Ateneans and La Sallites bombarded me with bash PM's.

jon javellana (9/29/2005 5:51:03 PM): Para saki, wala breeding mga taga la salle
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 5:51:40 PM): likewise
jon javellana (9/29/2005 6:44:46 PM): FEU WON YEAH!!!
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:44:49 PM): I KNOW!
jon javellana (9/29/2005 6:44:57 PM): PIKON TLGA MGA LASALLE
jon javellana (9/29/2005 6:45:05 PM): mahilig sa mga cheap shots!

my conversation with Jon was the perfect example of how atenistas reacted towards the game.

And a perfect example of how La Sallites reacted was with my conversation with Jake Ejercito.

jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:47:39 PM): whatever
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:47:39 PM): at least nasa finals
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:47:46 PM): hala. haha
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:47:49 PM): see? sore losers
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:47:58 PM): at least nasa finals
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:48:03 PM): there you go. Pati manager ng la salle, na pikon. binatukan ba naman si MVP haha
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:48:09 PM): whatever, jake.
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:48:20 PM): san na ba ateneo?
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:48:29 PM): oh shut it.
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:48:31 PM): haha
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:48:34 PM): FEU parin
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:48:37 PM): admu over feu
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:48:40 PM): but feu over la salle
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:48:44 PM): anything over La Salle
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:48:49 PM): kahit UST pa yan, potek
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:49:35 PM): wait, nasan nga ateneo?
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:49:50 PM): fighting for 3rd pa
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:49:54 PM): tenorio isn't playing
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:50:04 PM): grr. he refuses to play if it's not for the championship
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:50:09 PM): 3rd? AHAHA!
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:50:17 PM): I don't care. FEU haha
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:50:25 PM): pati manager, ANU BA YAN?
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:50:30 PM): walang breeding
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:51:13 PM): at least we got smart players. players who dont need tutorials.
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:51:38 PM): is that right? so FEU just happened to outsmart your basketball players with their side steps?
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:52:00 PM): give it a rest, I did when you didn't stop teasing about ateneo
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:52:23 PM): just... admit that FEU is better than la salle
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:52:25 PM): LA SALLE SUPOT
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:52:28 PM): bading, potek
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:52:37 PM): and we have better looking students. haha
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:55:59 PM): i was talking about ateneo
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:56:09 PM): I know
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:56:18 PM): Atenistas are better looking than Lasallites
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:56:20 PM): by far, man.
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:56:31 PM): sure
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:56:34 PM): tenorio? AHAHA
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:56:46 PM): Oh the Lord never gave him a chance. haha
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:56:51 PM): but Yeo? Man, ang panget.
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:57:04 PM): Tenorio over him. Kahit Membrere pa. haha
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:57:22 PM): have your eyes checked
jake ejercito (9/29/2005 6:57:30 PM): ima watch oth now
rock_es01 (9/29/2005 6:57:32 PM): have mine? have yours.
CUT.

Ha, ha. Those are just portions of my conversations with the two bastards.

Anyways, I agree with Jon, soreh Jake :P

(Brain - for ateneo - just messaged me right now, and chris - la salle - just did, too. haha. Mga lalaki talaga oh. They need their ego boosts :P)
**

I'm sick. I have been for the past couple of days now. Yes, days of endless coughing, sniffing, and spontaneous faints (I'm doing my seatworks or having debates and then I'll suddenly fall drop dead on the floor - or at my seatmates, rather)

Yesterday, during Filipino Class, I fainted on Ana's lap. According to witnesses - whom I saw earlier today - I was out for a good 5 minutes. I was doing my Seatwork regarding Florante at Laura when I had an urge to cough endlessy. When I did, blood came out. I freaked out and started to panic and pretty soon, I couldn't catch my breath. After I woke up, things were a blur and everybody was looking at me. Creepy! But what really bothers me, is that for most of the time, I'm ok, and there's just this freaky moment when I feel like I'm no longer in control.

After the incident, my friends - Migs, Hector, Cha, Rhod, Dave, Ana, Nika, Mawy, and Reena - took me out to eat at Dec's. I was ok from then - or so I thought.

During Lunch today, I had the best time. Me and My girls (without Rochelle. Ina mo, wesley. Don't steal my bitch. Haha. Pinagpapalit na ako sa boyplen. Bwisit. Gagoow) had lunch downstairs when we saw Carl (with matching "CARL, curl, CIRL, CORL, Scratch it!" in the background. Props to Nika and Mawy for the sound effects). We called him to our table and asked him what the name of his cute friend was - it was Gev. I was so hyper and so psyched to have gotten a photo of 'em in mawy's phone. After the pictorial (oo, ganun kadami pics), Carl wanted to introduce me to Gev so he told me to stay, but lo and behold, Sir Bogs was on his way to our classroom. Since I'm charming like that, I talked him into letting me stay with the College Students. Pretty Soon, Dave called us and said that Sir Bogs was already looking for us - Party Pooper. So when we got to the classroom, sir discussed the mechanics of the debate. While I was going over my arguement, I had a sudden urge to cough. Pretty soon, I was coughing blood once more. Mawy and Reena brought me to the clinic and I stayed there for awhile. But since I wanted to participate in the debate, I begged the nurse to allow me to go up. When we finally persuaded her and got up to the classroom, I fainted - on mawy this time. By-standers said I passed out longer than the previous day - it was 10 minutes. Ironic though, cause after that, I was ok again.

And it's a series of days like this. Can you say what the fuck?
Let's all hope I get better soon.

Adios!

Monday, September 26, 2005

Nobody is crazy, their reality is just different from yours

And true to that! Normality is nothing, for in fact, it is only another term for the Majority. Through my endless pondering over seemingly, mind-boggling nothingness, I have concluded that there is no such psychosis; Everybody sees everything else differently - Hence, the white, the black, and the gray. If everybody else thought like me, or saw things from my perspective, I wouldn't be considered weird. And if, by any fate, no one thought like those senseless ignoramuses, everyone you would meet and talk to would actually be worth meeting and worth talking to. Because, in my most blunt opinion, those who follow Paris Hilton's (idea of a) intellectually stimulating conversation, or lack thereof, is simply not worth wasting time for.

I once read a book which included the story of a King and Queen whose whole kingdom was respectable. Until one day, the people started drinking water from a well which tampers with the way you think. Pretty soon, everybody, except for the king and queen, was no longer in their normal behavious, their original state-of-mind. And since they all thought differently from their rulers, they have decided that the king is incompetent to govern their nation. Since the Poor King (what? haha. ironic. I mean't poor figuratively though) wanted to continue his reign, the only way he could have thought like his subordinates, was if he, himself, drank from that horrible well. The cliche' "If you can't beat 'em, Join 'em!" very much applies - off the record, I don't support that saying.

But did you see? 'Tis when the majority changed did the normality change as well. Their original normality became the ABnormality when everybody else started to think opposite of their most obvious choice. I'm talking in circles, I know. Blaah.

All I'm trying to say is everybody is different. I'm glad I am who I am. People ask me why I'm like this, and I just smile and give them a puzzled look. Because inside of me, I'm wondering why they're different.

I'm not crazy, my reality is just different from yours.

Think about that, okay? Adios readers!

**

GROUP MESSAGE from NIKA :D What is a kiss? It's an UPPER PREPARATION for a LOWER INVASION that will lead to FURTHER PENETRATION with FAST ACCELERATION that will create the NEXT GENERATION ö haha ü GAGOOOW ö KINAKAGULYOW!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Just questions. I didn't answer all since they were too many. I haven't checked the email for my question box in a LONG time. :D

question: what age did you start smoking? mahn, you're so young.
*I started smoking really young - REALLY young. Then I quit smoking for sometime. I jus started smoking this summer again.

question: would you rather have a cold drink on a hot day, or a hot drink on a cold day?
*Wait, I answered this question on a survey. HAHA. Galing. Palakpak. Hot drink on a cold day :D

question: how old is your boyfriend?
*I don't have a boyfriend, anymore.

question: Do you have sun cellular?
*Yeehees. Sorry to have been a part of the fad ((: It's convenient eh.

question: hElLllLoOoOo?!?! eSSyyy!!!
*Hala. haha. Who's this? Do I know you? I don't know anyone who types LiKe THis EhHh. Sowreh :D

question: name/question
*uh. Galeng mo, pareh. Apir tayo (:

question: kilala mo ba si saab magalona? as in kilala ka din niya?
*Yep. Her sister and my sister are "partners" daw - ewan. Basta magkakilala kami. Yun na yun.

question: eh si frank? kilala mo? naguusap ba kayo?
*Yeah, I know Frank as well. No, I talk to Saab a lot more.

question: ESSA! NAKITA MO NA BA YUNG PROMO PICS NI CHO CHANG? ANG PANGET. AMFUU!
*Yup, I just saw it last Sunday. She looks bad, doesn't she? They could've done so much better. Kung alam ko lang na pede mukhang pinay dun... wala. HA, HA. Kiddin' (;

question: do you still open your other accounts in friendster? I made you a testimonioal and you still haven't accepted it. behd ka es.
*I approved it na. :D Thanks for the testimonial, man.

question: ders nly 1 thing i cn tel u aftr readin ur post about ur favorite buks n muvies. u wer born in d wrong gen. hehe.
*YYYEEEEESSSSSSS, I KNOOWW. shiat. Ha, ha. Everyone keeps telling me that :D

question: crush
*Okay. Ha, ha. Kung ano man yan. Kunwari nalang na-gets kita.

question: name/question
*Isa ka pa. Naknampoots ka. Haha.

question: palagi ka ba asa promenade? palagi kita nakikita dun pag friday ng hapon mga 3 at gabi mga hanggang 12. tska plagi ka ba asa yero shang eastwud n podium? sorry kung makulet. palagi ka kasi namin nakikita eh. hehe.
*Yep. He, he. I'm always at promenade :D I'm there everyday. Kahit sandali lang, I always drop by. I'm also always at Shang cause I get free stuff from my uncle when I'm there :D In Yero, not as much as I used to but I still go there. In eastwood, I'm always there din. I like their movie theater eh (:

question: crush ka ng kapatid ko. hashtieeeg
*Hashtieeeg? Ang labo. haha. Crush ko din kapatid mo. haha.

question: sino worst hangover mo?
* #*does that bea carlos expression* ay, ay... Ay. Haha Nyerk. (nakuha ba?)

question: you get to go to bars na? ang bata mo pa ah!
*Yeeep.

question: uy, kilig na sha. alam mo na yun. gaga. promenade at ang mga boys mong kaleyj :D
*bruhaaaa :D INAMO, gaga. HAHAAH. Onga ang mga boys kong kahleyds ((: KILIG TALAGA. inggit ka?

question: palink? I sent the url to your email.
*Okay. Tomorrow, okay? Okay.

question: nagkacrush ka na sa ticher? ku din :D heehehehe. Bat naman kasi napakagwapo at bata at astig pa ng mga profs ngayon eh noh?
*Onga eh. PHUCKERS. haha. May mga teacher sa ob, 22-23 sila. HAHA. Ang a-astig. SHIIAT. kainlab. haha. pero di ko ca-careerin yun noh. Ano ka ba? Teachers yun. I just admire them. And true to that, there are a LOT of young and good-looking teachers these days. What is wrong with the world? I'm not complaining though :D Yanny Yuzon, Yael Yuzon's brother; the guy who played the dude playing Romeo on the Gemini music video, is a teacher at the Ateneo. Now isn't that just tempting? (; Na wa-poise ako sa tanong mo, tol. haha.

question: preety =)
*Steady ka lang. Na misspell ka pa tuloy. Baka PreTTy :D

TRIVIA: Do you know that misspell is one of the the most wrongly used and misspelled words in the world? Ironic :D

**

Okay, I'm too lazy to answer all the others. (: Just check my Multiply for the other questions. I'll most likely just answer the questions there (:

Oh yes! by the way, I PROMISE TO UPLOAD PHOTOS OF THE ACQUAINTANCE PARTY AND MIRIENDA BUFFET TOMORROW. haha. PROMISE. Wag lang ngayon, I'm still pretty tired from today's exhibit. SHIAT.

In contrast to my very bad week, today has been very good. Oh, I'm loving every part of it :D

Hiningi nung gwapong KAHLEYDS guy yung name and number ko. Sabi ko, I can give my name but not my number. Nambitin. HAHAHA.

Funny how the smallest things can brighten up your day.

Oh and I finally got my COLLAGE! Photos of it soon :D Loves it.

Fuck you,

Sunday, September 18, 2005

HOLY MOTHER OF GAA.

Have you seen Cho Chang? I just saw her promo pics and I must say, they could've done SO much better.

Cho Chang1
Cho Chang2
Cho Chang3
Cho Chang4

I'm annoyed. Gah.

PLUGS:
Ahlekz, bitter fever.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always.
As long as I'm living,
My baby you'll be.
- Love you forever. Aww <3

**

I love, love, love, love, love my girls :D

MAAAN, You guys are so the coolest. With no avail, you always put a smile on my face. EEK. Drama. HAHA.

Shiatness. I love this day.

Cheerleaders retreat earlier today. I'm glad we got that off of our backs girls (and boosters). We really needed that time. And I'm glad to say that, it has made our bond so much stronger. After the so-called retreat, Kit and I headed to Galleria to buy gifts for the baby shower we were attending. We got books; Aww Love you forever :D When we got back, we changed clothes and then had dinner. Maria and Bea joined us shortly after and Kit and I had once more, eaten our hearts out (in other words: TAKAW, bebeh.) After doing so, we immediately rushed to the pool to do 4 corners (oh ano? di nyo alam yun noh? di kayo maka-relate. HAHA. bute nga. GAGOOOOWW). 'Twas such a beautiful night - the skies ignited a 4 corner moon. Kit had to leave after 4 corners. Erickson and Mackoy arrived at around 11 and then we had Yellow Cab (oo, kumain nanaman kami).

But lo and behold, as always, I had to go at 12:30 (fuckers). I know, It's what you get for failing, dumbass. GAAH. Slutness.

This past week has been a mixture of how I feel right now. I'm recovering from a break-up and so is my bestfriend. A lot has been on our backs now. Hopefully, we get passed this unharmed; unmarred.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

GO PACQUIAO :D Wee, 6 rounds and then K.O. ? HAH, lupet.

GO ATENEO :D ha, ha! FEU SUPOT. 69-66. TENORIO, I love yooooouu <33

Friday, September 09, 2005

Cheering and drinking are a GOOD combination. Aww, although I developed a migraine, whatever. I said it once, I'll say it again, Cheering with my girls is always fun. And the boosters are just amazing. Love you guys (;

NA HOLD-UP SI MIGS KANINA. Potangina niyo, di na kayo naawa. FUCKERS.

MMM, Vodka and Gin and Tonic in HEAVEN after cheering practice (: Shucks, I miss you already. Cheering today was fun, although tuts and tuts couldn't make it. It started at 10, I think. Yeah, I was late. I'm being such a boowhore. I got there at 12:30p, YES, I was that late, give me a break. When I got there, JC, Mike, and Tim were the only boosters there. Alain arrived at 2 and Agmon arrived at 1. Migs texted JC saying "PARE, PUNTAHAN MO AKO DITO, MAGISA LANG AKO. BILIS." at around 1:30, so JC left for awhile... When we got back, Migs was super somber and JC had sore knuckles. Why, you ask? Well what else, he helped Migs get away from those imbeciles. Knuckleheads (literally). When everybody calmed down, Cheering started (By the way, my body so hurts. Yowcha)

Practice ended at 7 and then it was Party On for us losers :D We started drinking soon after we pushed each other in the pool (It was freezing! Man, we were soaking wet). It was fun but of course, the fun had to end for me at 9:30; I had to meet up with some people in Metrowalk. When only Jorge M. showed up, we decided to just get starbucks and look at some DVDs.

Come 10, I decided to get out from all of the outside world and just get lost in my little world as I indulge myself in my book, my dvd, and my computer (all at the same time.) When I got online, BogsCha, messaged me telling me to visit his friendster profile. I, being the idiotic LOSER with nothing to do, that I am, did check. What I saw, the look of shock on my face, and the idiotic response of my brain will forever haunt me in my nightmares. BOGSCHA, YOU LOSER, I LOVE YOU FOR LIFE. haha (:

SHIAT, I AM HAVING ONE OF MY BOOKS AND MOVIE CRAZES.

Do you know what that means? CD and BOOK shopping nanaman ito. GAME, UBUSAN NA NG PERA.

MOVIES that I am so dying to see! (some, I have already seen and just want to watch again.) (I'll place asterisks on those I have a dvd and a book of :P)And also, I will write the author of the novel of those that became movies.

Pulp Fiction (1994)
A clockwork orange (1971) - Anthony Burgess
Traffic (2000)*
The Shawshank Redemption (1994) - Stephen King
The Nightmare before Christmas (1993)*
Hotel Rwanda (2004)*
Schindler's List (1993)*
Dr. Strangelove (1964)- Peter George
City of God (2002) - Paulo Lins
Amores Perros (2000)
Edward Scissorhands (1990)
Reservoir Dogs (1992)
The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly (1966)

I am SO weird. I have issues :/

Damn, dad caught my cigarettes. How, you ask? He went through my things. YES, he did! By law, that's actually a crime. Oh shit, my father is a convict. Man, what was he doing - no let me rephrase, WHAT WAS HE THINKING? oh that big mother fucker. All I can say is THANK YOU to my brother (:

We made up some stupid alibi and my father, being the old and gullible man that he is, fell for it. I LOVE YOU ALEX JOSEF MARTINEZ PAMANDANAN.

To tell you the truth, I had doubts about posting this since I know some people who don't know that I smoke - obviously - and who will not support it visit this blog. But what the fuck, right? It's my blog.

I know I keep on ranting about how I hate ALL hiphop songs buth then I have come to terms with one thing, WESTSIDE BY TQ IS A SONG THAT HAS FOREVER STAYED WITH ME. I started loving that song during my hiphop days and then when one day I just snapped and decided that hiphop was pointless and that rock and alternative were now the music to my tears. But I will honestly say that I cannot hate this song. Too many memories (:

I'm currently listening to Baby One More Time by TRAVIS. The Acoustic Version is beautiful... simply beautiful. It's on rotation right now and next on the list is westside by tq, followed by melt with you by my husband, so on...

Rock Steady, Everyone!
Love ya'll!
You know you love me,

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Rongie, Paula, Laura, Trisha, Moti, and Isa (is that how you spell your name, dear?) are always good proxies for my barkada.

MMM. Much kwento later (:

Friday, September 02, 2005

My sister is a LOSER :D

Ha, ha, ha. You know I love you :P

Padumpdump.

The boy and I are through. FUCK YOU.

On the plus side, this day WOULD have epitomized FUN :D Aw, I love fridays! Gimmick nights. Rigadig, baby.

DARN IT, I can't think right now. Go figure.

EDIT

You are my worst hangover.

This, by far, has been the worst hangover I can imagine. I got home at around 2 last night and went online until about 3. I was too lazy to change out of my now ruined FCUK purple top and my favorite black denims, so I slept in them. Yes, imagine drinking Vodka Absolute, Tequila, Lambanog, and Red Horse in one night and you'll see why I had the hardest time changing and, not to mention, getting up this morning. I must have waken up 5 times before eventually getting up (I did this because I had to throw up. My stomach still hurts, I haven't had my breakfast yet, or rather, lunch)

Because of my bad habbit of drinking too much, I had to skip cheering practice since I could barely have stood up, instead I slept at Mig's car. When I woke up, they were drinking Vodka again, and I, being the crazy girl that I am, joined in. Since it was just vodka, it didn't worsten my case.

But let me tell you what happened before that, the boy, and I were supposed to meet up in Yero. He said that we'd meet each other at Porkchibeef at 9-930. Since he just sneaked out, he said he might be a little late and if he wasn't there by 9:30, I should just go home. When I was about to leave, since it was already 9:30 and he still hasn't arrived, he texted me saying "I'm on my way, please wait a few more minutes". And I, being in such a good mood, decided to give the guy a break.

When he arrived at 10, we were supposed to go to Yero when he suddenly recieves a call and says "Essa, sorry I have to go. I'll be back later, at around 11" this time, I got mad. Imagine, he asked me to wait for him for an hour and then suddenly, 5 minutes, after he got here, HE PLANS TO LEAVES ME IN A BAR WITH ALL OF HIS GUY FRIENDS. To make matters worse, he says "your not allowed to bring electronics to school, right? Here, borrow mine first" and then hands me his ipod! (ABA, talagang ipaghihintay ako ng GAGO). I, enraged with what he just did, threw his ipod (sa kotse naman, nahiya ako sirain eh, I threw it in the backseat of his car) Guess what the idiot's next move was? He got in his car and said "just wait, ok?" and then leaves. Man, we are so OVER. Wala kang respeto sa babe POTANGINA MO.

Earlier that night was fun though, partypeople and I ate at dencios and went dancing!

Chain-smoking is B-A-D. You should stop that habbit, es. I don't know, it just seems like every time I inhale poisonous smoke and let them inhabit my lungs (for that short moment that they are there), a weight is being lift off of my shoulders. Man, I looked like a muffler of a pick-up truck last night.

Oh yes, Happy birthday Lilly! I love you :D