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Alessandra
Essa.Les.
Apathetic (in a way). Insomniac. Fascinated by brujeria. Epitomizes procrastination. Hopes for the best, expects the worst. Cynical. Empathetic. Introvert. Obstructionist. Inconspicuous. Imaginative. Ambiguous. Passive-Aggressive.


Melancholic. Pessimist. Eloquent. Critical. Dense. Euphuist. Loquacious. Pompous. Shrewd. Walking Paradox.

Quotes
The world is full of obvious things which nobody by any chance ever observes.
- The Curious Incident of the dog in the night-time, Mark Haddon (Christopher)

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When it comes down to it,
I let them think what they want.
If they care enough to bother with what I do,
then I'm already better than them anyways.
- Marilyn Monroe

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I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.
- Audrey Hepburn

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The pure and simple truth is rarely pure and never simple.
- Oscar Wilde

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I do not want people to be very agreeable, as it saves me the trouble of liking them a great deal.
- Jane Austen

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Saturday, April 30, 2005

Yayyayyayyayyayyay. :D

Pictures of tha havaianas!

Havaianas1
- this one is Ate Mya's
Havaianas2
- this one is MINE.
-look reese witherspoon has them, too! HAHAAH.

Pictures of my bracelet, Pumps, and new shirts will follow later! ;p
Friday, April 29, 2005

YYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!

I made a layout! :D Nahays.

You wanna see? Ok fine. HERE. Wee, One tree hill and The OC (;

Tuts taught me how to use Adobe ;p He made this which I will code for him. Nice, ain't it? Yeah. So basically, I did keep my promise (: I'll code my template later on... I'm having trouble with it right now.

HEEEY, I have a new top and new ORANGE havaianas! :D

LOVES IT.
Thursday, April 28, 2005

Ok, I have decided that before SRC starts, I will make my own layout of my one and only, Adam Brody! (:

Ok, so I met up with Katie at OB at 8 but then she had to take her oral exam so I stayed with Bien, her sister, and their mum. After Kit's oral exam, it was Bien's turn. But their mum got bored so Tita, Kit, and I went to starbucks. After having breakfast and frappuchinos, we went to National Bookstore to look for some new books and Bien followed there. After looking at several books, tita wanted to go shopping so kit, bien, and I tagged along :D After shopping, we had ice cream and then we ate at Smokey's and The Big Chill in Theatre Mall. haha (; food trip, ampoota. After eating, kit and I decided to go back to OB and wait for the hs summer dismissal. 5 minutes before the dismissal, kit had to go (haha. SAYANG.) Kuya Jap, Richard, and I went home shortly after.

ewan. yun lang. for reasons unknown, I'm not thinking straght right now. (I'm probably hungry. HAHA)

My, oh my. Prince William, you naghty, naughty boy! :D
©ESSA

haha, I found that photo in google (;

©ESSA
They look so cute together! aww, Mr. Chad Michael Murray and Mrs. Sophia Bush- Murray.

©ESSA
hihi. SO cute :D

©ESSA
My god, you do something to me! *drools* and to think, you're a father of 3 with reese witherspoon. heehee. you're both cute. lol. you suit each other! XD

snaps back to reality. *falls asleep*
Sunday, April 24, 2005

Oh fuck, they already left. This house is gonna be so somber for a whole week. Eh? Oh well, as long as she buys stuff for me! (;

Today, I joined Mum, Drei, Ally, and Kuya JC drop off Pops and Sister dearest at the airport. After which we went to the grocery for 3 hours :D When we got home, we had lunch, and then Mum, Ally, and I went to Shang to go shopping! (; Ally bought a new bag (which, by the way, isn't that necessary because she's 2 and that bag is too expensive for her) and a new toy whilst I bought new cd's, books, and shoes! When we got home, we had dinner and then had a desperate housewives & the OC marathon :D

Now, it is time for my post-dinner meal :D (baboy amputah. HAHAHAH)
Saturday, April 23, 2005

WOW, pop and ate Blu are leaving tomorrow. Oh shit, 5 days of pure torture. :/

OK, Ate Jae woke me up at 1p. TSCHT, kulang paren tulog ko :/ ehrm, We watched FRIENDS and then hung out at her room while listening to cd's for awhile - Oh and for the record, I'm starting to LOVE soul music. (:

After hanging with my beloved sister, whom I never hang out with, I watched tv and pigged out with my favorite "bum" (who btw, isn't a bum anymore since he got a job. EUCK.) buddy, DREI. :D We watched tv, had dinner, and then went to the mall to buy some cds.

When we got back, I was suffering from a migraine so I power napped while watching... I forgot. :D And then, I woke up and watched THE OC with drei, ate mya, and tuts. (Yes, we are OC and ONE TREE HILL people... we have the complete set of season 1-2!) After watching the OC, we watched The Godfather II.

Yes, I lead a VERY boring life. I enjoy it.

(;
Friday, April 22, 2005

I am such a dork.

Am I that much of a loser that I have only sat through the entire movie Disturbing Behavior today? Oh, for the record, the movie was great. I lurved it :D

So what did I do today? Hmmm, I had a DVD Marathon of FRIENDS, the best show in the world, with Ate Jae and then I slept. Yes, I choose to spend my summer sleeping because SRC starts soon and my body needs to be as energized and hyper as ever.

After taking a siesta (which btw, isn't really a siesta since I woke up at 1 in the afternoon and slept at 5 in the evening), I watched The Godfather I, one of my favorite movies, with tuts and ate mya.

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Pictures from Kuri's birthday are now online. (HAHAHA.)

Oh and btw, AL PACINO WAS HOTT! Ohh, I lurve him. I'm watching The Godfather II & III tomorrow (: Yes, we have The DVDs of The Godfather I-III :D

Die with envy, people. (;
Thursday, April 21, 2005

HOLY SHIT,

You've got to be freaking kidding me! Anwar Robinson was voted of Idol. Oh, what a sad, sad world we live in. No one has Taste. He was one of the most talented artists this season. Ah well, I guess he didn't pull off September. TSCHTYHTIHGODIH.

Ohhhhhhhh, I want to strangle Scott and Anthony. Damn the both of you. I agree with TRL about Anthony, Sympathy can only get you so far. How you made it to the top 6, I will never know.

Atleast, Bo is still in the competition :D Look out America, BO BICE is backkkk (:

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WOW, this day has been tiring. I slept at 6a and brother dearest woke me up at 7 to go to school. ICK. I finished getting ready at around quarter to eight (I know, I know. I was half asleep! doi.) and then Kuya Jap and I went to OB.

When we got to ob, Wilson and Cham were there! OOOHHHHH, I missed those two like Fudge Brownies! The assembly already started so my brother had to hide from the teachers who were looking for those late students. Wilson didn't want to attend the assembly so Cham and I kept him company outside campus.

After the assembly, Wilson and I went inside Campus while Cham and Jasper strolled off. When Wilson had to head up to his classroom, I went back to the car and slept while waiting for Kit to get to school. I woke up at 10:30 and kit and her family were on their way to OB so I go back inside campus. When kit arrived with her mum and sister in hand, kit and I went to the car to get her cd and then we talked while waiting for her mum. After 5 minutes, kit, bien, and I went up to the classrooms and just chalantly goofed. We saw my brother and all the incoming Juniors and we also saw Richard and the incoming seniors. OK, is all I have to say. HAHA

After many "papansin" moments with Kit and Bien, they had to go :/ So I was all by my lonesome again... After a couple of minutes, it was the higschool dismissal! (:

Richard, Kuya Jap, and I went to my uncle's place so that my brother could do something (I don't know. Confidential between the two. HAHA) and then Ricardo treated us to donuts, coke, and burgers! (: YYUUUUMMM, Richard I OWE YOU ONE! HAHA (:

Since no one was at Richard's place, we invited him to stay at our house first. He used the computer while my brother studied and I had a FRIENDS season 1-10 DVD Marathon (: After that, I dozed off to sleep (since I hadn't had any) and only woke from my slumber when richard was leaving.

BTW, THEY ATE MY FERERRO! MEAN! :/

Oh well, having a desperate housewives marathon (:

Later, blog that I love.
Tuesday, April 19, 2005

we now have a NEW POPE!

Senior Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger is now known as Pope Benedict XVI

Yay! All hail :D
Monday, April 18, 2005

Before anything else...

BELATED HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY BLOG AND MYSELF.

Yes, I've had this blog for 1 YEAR. But I've started blogging long before I had my blogspot account. (:

My blog and I turned one last Sunday, April 17, 05 <3

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KURI'S PARTY ROCKED MY SOCKS

Yeah, I had a fun time, baby! (:

Last night, I slept at 630a - which, by the way, was more like a nap, and I was awaken by some loud, chalant, laughs at 9a. Yes, my sister and her friend, Karen, were chatting loudly beside me. So instead of sour-graping, I decided to get up and chat with them. Ate Jae, being the the ate amongst the both of us, told me to get more sleep cause my blood would dry up and I'd have to get still nox shots - which is cool, but I don't want to (: I tried to sleep, and after an hour of lying awake in bed, I ended up watching New York Minute with karen. Hmpft, so much for getting rest before the party. After watching, I had breakfast and lunch with Ate Blu and Kuya JC (yes, they were 2 separate meals - I am a pig, I know). And after eating ate Blu wanted to dress me up for the party (Yes, she picked my ensemble and did my hair and she plucked my eyebrows. ouch. HAHA, I usually just shave :D)

After deciding which outfit I was to wear, I slept from 12-5 (long siesta. SARAP). And then when I was at the point of complete bliss (yuukk, parang high on drugs. HAHA), my beloved brother woke me up at 5 to tell me that my bestfriend, who I haven't seen since our birthday (yes, we share the same birthday), was coming over! So I got up - which was hard as hell, btw (It took all of my will-power), and took a bath. After taking a long, soothing bath, I got dressed up and power napped while waiting for Kit and her older sister, bien (who is also my brother's bestfriend). When they got here, Kit and I watched the dvd I made for Khryzette's gift and exchanged our Christmas presents (haha, see? We just recieved our gifts to each other earlier today!). Kit and Bien left to go to Pearl while I changed clothes.

When I finally got a good outfit, I hurried to Pearl to find Kit with Maria (I LOVE you, best! yeah. My soul sister and my bestfriend), Nikki (I missed you, nik!), Kuri (I missed you so much beetch! Happy birthday!), and some of Khryzette's friends from CSA. We head up to eat dinner, and had our usual Pictorial (tanginang vain). After eating, Bianca followed (talk about being fashionably late :D) and had her dinner whilst we had our deserts. YUM. More peechurs was taken and after Kiks (Bianca) had dinner, Jhay-be followed (Congratulations, beh!! You and Timoy make a lovely couple :D ). So whilst she had dinner, all of us pulled out our phones and took pictures. (send send pa ng pictures sa mga phones ng isa't isa.)

When all of us already finished dinner, *whew* we went to an internet cafe since we were all curious about gossip (REESE WITHERSPOON IS PREGNANT AGAIN? etc, etc. :D the likes. HAHA.) At around 10, Jhay-be, who CHALANTLY talked to her boyfriend on her cellphone the whole time she was with us, had to go. Kit and I decided to just do some catching-up while the others continued to search for something that might interest them. At around 10:45, Kit had to go since she had to go somewhere else... Ehm, things got pretty boring so at around 11:30 I asked to be fetched.

When the driver came, I had starbucks and then went home. When I was about to change into my pajamas, I received a call from Pardner asking if I want to go to metrowalk to get starbucks and just hangout with him while SRC hasn't started for me yet. Pardner, fetched me at around 12 and and we just talked :D

Life is good. (:

My night was fun, I needed it like hell.

I want to give a shout-out to all my friends who were with me tonight,
I LOVE YOU ALL! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST. (:
Sleep tight sweeties, let's kick it soon!

peechurs to be added later on. too lazy right now.

ARRIVEDERCCI!

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got this form myx's site.

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she can't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go,
it wil be hard for her to go back to being herself with you once again.

A girl won't cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.
A girl won't cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz' she's the one who is willing to stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries beacause of you,
please don't give her up,
maybe because of your decision,
you'll ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of you,
When she cries because of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think. Which other girl has cried with pure sincerity,
In front of you,
And because of you?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not because she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

it's 5:13a, I'm still up, talking to myx, and im taking quizzes.

You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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don't be an ass, boyfriend dear.

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Yeah, read this you.

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I just got this from Isabella and then checked out my hubby's website.

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Jason, band and crew were up all night from a bus accident morning of April 8th on their way to Chestertown, MD. As a result, Jason caught a respiratory infection that has affected his vocal chords. For those of you at the Tulsa show last night, you witnessed Jason struggling to perform. A doctor has ordered that he gets full vocal rest for the next few days and so we regretfully announce that the following shows are cancelled:

4/13 Drake University - Des Moines, IA
4/15 University of Minneapolis - Minneapolis, MN
4/16 SUNY Geneseo - Geneseo, NY

With this rest, we are hoping to play the Del Mar Festival this Sunday. We are working on rescheduling these shows and plan to play Tulsa again in the fall. Please stay tuned for further information.


Get well soon, Jason Mraz.

read his April 13th entry.

//EDIT

You Are St. John Allerdyce!
Muwahaha! You are the Fire Master! Besides your
lighter and some oily rages you dont need
anything else to make you happy! Your
flamboyant (and flammable) attitude towards
life makes you the hit of a party!

What X Men Evolution Acolyte Are You?
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Nice, haha

gambit
You are Gambit!
You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.
Your preference for solitude and your
attractiveness make you very intriguing to
those you meet. Unfortunately, close
relationships are few and far between for you
because you often have trouble opening up to
others.

Which X-Men character are you most like?
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My two favorite men :D

//EDIT
Saturday, April 09, 2005

Written at 10:15ante-meridian
Typed at 12:00ante-meridian

My Parental Units bought a new digital camera All hail. Nice, More evidence of my family's vanity.

Today, life at the Pamandanan's is as typical as any other Psychopatic-slash-Eclectic family. Yep, you got it, everybody is sleeping (10:15am) Whilst I, the youngest, have not had any sleep at all. (Yes, insomniac here - it runs in the genes.) So here I am writting (Yes, not typing - well now I am) a journal entry for my blog-slash-online journal which, for the past few weeks, have been full of random crap-and-bull.

So, recap of my day. (bullet form)

*Talked to Jan (Yo, fat bastardd... =D) from 1:00ante til 5:30ante
*woke pops up at 5:25a to get ready for his jog with his friends
*watched tv and ate breakfast
*Alessandro Paulo "Drop" -yes, my cousin who has the same name as I, came over at around 7:15a
*watched mean girls on dvd with mum, drop, and ally
*pops got home from jogging and went out again to play badminton
*watched white chicks on dvd with drei, ate jae, ate mya, and tuts.
*slept til 9post (HAHAHA. LAZY ASS!)
*watched the wedding of my in-laws (ehm, HRH Prince Charles and Camilla Parker-Bowles, Dutchess of Cornwall.haha. feelerr)

Pretty much it. (:
Friday, April 08, 2005

Closer, what is it about this movie that just gets me ticking? Eugh, Is it the pathetic plot? Or just the undeniably stupid way their lives intertwine?

Oh well, not all the movies Emmy-Award Winning actors and actresses pick up will be fabulous. The cast was great though, I must admit. But unfortunately, that isn't enough to grab a golden globe - or any award, matter-of-factly, for the movie. If not for Jude Law, Natalie Portman, and Julia Roberts, I probably wouldn't have watched the movie. Clive Owen, I must admit, must be a great actor - Because I seriously loathe him now.

Ok, I'm lazy now. Plus I'm talking to Jan. I'll update a little later.


Cocktail
Cocktail

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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Ohhh, cocktail! (:

Jack McFarland: Loud.  Hyper.  Obnoxiously funny.
You're Jack McFarland! You're selfish as hell,
extremely oblivious and insanely obnoxious, but
still manage to be rather sweet underneath it
all. You're undeniably loveable and absolutely
hilarious despite your flaws.

Which Will and Grace Character Are You?
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Yehes, Loves it. (:
(Ha, ha! Nicole Ritchie's and Paris Hilton's infamous Loves it line.)

HASH(0x8ca1354)
You are Heroin (aka: smack, dope, brown sugar...).
You are the most dangerous drug between all
other kinds. You are bold, deep, dark,
mysterious, have your own world. You are
classified as class (A) illegal drugs.

What kind of Drugs are you? and how that reflect your personality?
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Thursday, April 07, 2005

Still too lazy to blog about closer and the game. *grunt*

What the hey is happening to me?
Ohh, I know! *raise hand*
SUMMER.
ugh, Summer's turning me into such a lazy-ass, well, not like I wasn't a lazy-ass even before summer started (:

I haven't slept yet and my brain is BLANK. Is that bad?

I started reading my brother's book, White is for Magic, last night and finished it last night as well. It's a good book. Something light to read (:

And I also managed to watch The American Pie Series last night and I swear, those guys crack me up! Ha, ha. I love them (: And I have a growing little-girl crush on Jason Biggs and Thomas Ian Nicholas. Ha, ha! I swear to God, I have a thing for nerdy and dorky type men (:

Wow random crap. egh, I promise you, my beloved readers, I will blog tonight.

Now, get out of my blog so I can get some rest. (:
Monday, April 04, 2005

I got this from a message board. Cool Game. I wanna play!

Shag, Marry, or Push off a Cliff:

It's pretty simple. You give the names of 3 celebrities and say which you would do what with from the options above. You guys can email me your answers. I'd enjoy reading them. (:

Ashton Kutcher
- Marry! I saw this interview of Brittany Murphy where she was asked "What was dating Ashton Kutcher like?" and she answered "Well, he was exactly like his character in Just Married. Dating him was like Just Married except for the Happy Ending part." Ashton is Adorable. (:

Josh Hartnett
- Shag. Actually, I wanna marry him too! Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!

Clive Owen
- Push off a Cliff. Yes, I hate him.

That's my top threeeeee =D Teka, gawa ako ng by age.. wait for that post! (:

BTW, wait for my post about closer, alright?
Sunday, April 03, 2005

The electricity just went on again. Yes, you are correct. We had a black-out in the Pasig-Pineda area which unfortunately, includes us. UGH, I didn't get to see the ending of the movie I was watching on Star Movies. Never the less, it was fun! It's been awhile since we had a black-out (thank God!) and only during black-outs and family get togethers (e.g. reunions, events where we have to go to the province, which by the way, isn't bad, and events where we have to kiss and hug people we don't know. Yes, we don't know our 2nd cousins and so on... And we just despise the part where we try to get along, we just can't. So quit pushing, dear parents.) do we, siblings, actually bond. Ofcourse, except for our daily board games. (;

Our bonding tonight was fun yet mean. We just bashed and insulted people (How mean! Ha, ha! Yes, bashing is our favorite past time.) Since we all already bonded for today, everyone just kept quiet and looked at each other and complained. It's so hott.... this sucks.... CALL MERALCO! FUCK NAMAN, WE HAVEN'T EVEN SLEPT YET!.... Putangina, go on lights!, were just some of the complaints we have made clear to every existent creature that had ears in the room. (No, we're not spoiled brats. You just caught us at a bad time. PLUS, we always curse.. We laugh and we curse and we laugh some more!)

So that, my dear readers, is just an ordinary day at the Pamandanan's household. (;

And oh yeah, We watched Finding Neverland earlier today. JOHNNY DEPP IS HOTT. <3>Closer ?

So pops just gives me and informs me about the premier for tomorrow of closer tonight at 10post-meridian. Very short time to find a companion, huh? Well I did, and it was my lovable, trust-worthy, partner, Jake. BUT, Jake had to cancel. Unfortunately he has to accompany his sister to some academic summer class. Now... I NEED A COMPANION, anyone up to the offer? (:

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Pope John Paul II has passed.

My body still cannot stomach it. I mean, I never met the man and I can not be sure of how good a person he truly is.

But, it is only now, that I see people mourning for his death, do I actually notice how influential he was. He must have been an amazing person. He must have been very passionate and caring. Truly, if I could turn back time and if given the oppurtunity to meet him, I would. Youths all around the world are grieving. No one has ever touched the lives of teenagers going through very hard times as much as he had. I have a huge amount of respect for this person, I honestly do.

I heard about a Prophecy saying that the Next Pope would be an Anti-Christ? I sure as heck hope not.

Pope John Paul II's successor will be filling awfully big shoes. I wish him all the best, and also that he becomes as extraordinary a person as Our Late Pope is and will always be.

I guess Pope John Paul II was that great a person that even our Father up there in heaven couldn't wait to see him, huh?

Pray for him, everybody!


To Our Pope John Paul II, you have been a amazing person and you have showed us all the right way. You have led your flock to the destination you were supposed to. You will be in every single person's heart. Rest In Peace and please meet me when I go there. I need a hand. And I really do wanna meet you.

Sincerely,
Alessandra. (:
Saturday, April 02, 2005

Pope John Paul has passed... );

I can't believe it.

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I have a xanga now. But it's for friends only. People I actually know personally. So if you want the link, let me know.

I want to watch Happy Endings
Starring: Lisa Kudrow, Steve Coogan, Jesse Bradford, Bobby Cannavale, Maggie Gyllenhaal, Jason Writter, etc. I swear to God, anything with Jesse Bradford & Jason Ritter I will watch. (; Not because they're hot, they're just talented.

This Movie reminds me of Love Actually, which was a good movie. (;

Production Photos and More Info on the movie on imdb


The Wedding Date is also a movie I am dying to see. (;
It stars Debra Messing & Dermot Mulroney.

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Anyways, check this. I got it from a Message Board for Happy Endings. Apparently, Jesse (first name basis! HA, HA, HA!) is a numerologist.

ASTIG, I'm a 1 (my favorite number!)

The Life Path 1 drive in this life is characterized by individualist desires, independence, and the need for personal attainment. The purpose to be fulfilled on this Life Path is that of becoming independent. This is a two part learning process; first, you must learn to stand on your own two feet and learn not to depend on others. After you are indeed free and independent, you must learn to be a leader. Many of our Generals, corporate leaders, and political leaders are men and women having the Life Path number 1. The 1 always has the potential for greatness as a leader, but they may fail as a follower. Many 1's spend most of their lives shaking off their dependent side. When this happens, there is little time left for enjoying the rewards to be gained through independence. The individual with Life Path 1 has to overcome an environment in which it is very easy to be dependent, and difficult to be independent.

A person with positive 1 traits abounds in creative inspiration, and possesses the enthusiasm and drive to accomplish a great deal. Your drive and potential for action comes directly from the enormous depth of strength you have. This is both the physical and inner varieties of strength. With this strength comes utter determination and the capability to lead. As a natural leader you have a flair for taking charge of any situation. Highly original, you may have talents as an inventor or innovator of some sort. In any work that you choose, your independent attitude can show through. You have very strong personal needs and desires, and you feel it is always necessary to follow your own convictions. You are ambitious, and either understand or must learn the need for aggressive action to promote yourself. Although you may hide the fact for social reasons, you are highly self-centered and demand to have your way in most circumstances.

When the 1 Life Path person is not fully developed and expressing the negative side of this number, the demeanor may appear very dependent rather than independent. If you are expressing this negative trait of the number 1, you are likely to be very dissatisfied with your circumstances, and long for self-sufficiency. This is defined as the weak or dependent side of the negative 1 Life Path. On the strong side of this negative curve, the 1 energy can become too self-serving, selfish and egotistical. Over-confidence and impatience mark this individual.

ASTIGG... HAH, BORN LEADER =D
Friday, April 01, 2005

Right now, exactly 2:39ante-meridian, My eldest sibling came running through the doors asking me to check Yahoo if the Pope has already Passed.

The passing is not yet confirmed but CNN is talking about the death of The Pope and People in Vatican City are on a riot.

Everyone is in a deep state of somberness... Everyone loves the Pope.

UPDATE ( 3:20 ante-meridian)
Vatican Reports denies the death of Pope.

UPDATE (4:24 ante-meridian )
Pope's heart is continuously failing.