Thursday, March 31, 2005
Last Night, I recieved a message from my bestfriend's brother asking me to give him any number of any person my bestfriend could have been with. I unfortunately couldn't give him any, due to the fact that she was with
HER friends who are just aquaintances to myself.
I thought that would cut our conversation. Until I recieved another message telling me that she and her mom had a heated arguement and she decided not to show up.
chad_hearthrub (11:10:17 PM): ung best friend mo nayun na ka galit mochad_hearthrub (11:10:21 PM): nsa lbaschad_hearthrub (11:10:27 PM): ayaw sumagot sa mga tawag naminchad_hearthrub (11:10:37 PM): nag ka galit cla ng mom kochad_hearthrub (11:10:47 PM): ksama nya boyfriend nyang si ericchad_hearthrub (11:11:06 PM): kausapin mo plschad_hearthrub (11:11:15 PM): kanina pa galit si momy ko echad_hearthrub (11:11:28 PM): dpatchad_hearthrub (11:11:28 PM): kasichad_hearthrub (11:11:36 PM): pick upin namin sha sa robinsons ng 9:30chad_hearthrub (11:12:03 PM): perochad_hearthrub (11:12:03 PM): d namin sha ma contactchad_hearthrub (11:12:03 PM): un nag ka labuanchad_hearthrub (11:12:03 PM): na galit si mariachad_hearthrub (11:12:04 PM): dont tell her i told you ah chad_hearthrub (11:12:35 PM): d nman sha ma contactchad_hearthrub (11:12:35 PM): kasi sabi nyachad_hearthrub (11:12:35 PM): tawagan sha pag malapit na kamichad_hearthrub (11:12:35 PM): ehh yunchad_hearthrub (11:12:35 PM): nka 3 na ikot na kami wla parin shachad_hearthrub (11:12:36 PM): so.....chad_hearthrub (11:12:38 PM): umalis na kami*I didn't put my part of the conversation cause you don't need to know anymore details other than this.
My bestfriend was supposedly going to meet up with her family cause they were heading to
Antipolo. That was where they were supposedly going to spend the night. (They have a house there.) BUT, She decided to play a disappearing act and suddenly get out of reach. As soon as Richard and his mom and dad got home, they decided to call me. (Which was really sweet of them.) Since kuya Richard lost our number, he decided to send me a message explaining only part of the story. So as soon as I got the message, I called her residence. Tita Rose, her mom, was the one who answered the phone. After many hellos and
how-are you's she told me her part of the story.
So I, shocked with the act of impulse my bestfriend has committed, turn into a call-center while my older siblings became a search party. I tried calling
EVERY person who may know where to contact her. But unfortunately, all of their phones were dead. (Which ofcourse added into more suspicion). I asked
Cam, my ever loving sidekick, to help me look for people who may be with Maryrose. STILL NO LUCK.
After four long hours of bittersweetness, just comes the bitter.
I recieve a instant message from eric, the guy who was with my bestfriend during those 4 long hours. Apparently, Clark told him how pissed and angry I was with him and he messaged me to ask why. I tell him to just call me and we'll talk about it on the phone. After my countless SCREAMING (tsktsk, poor guy), Eric cut me off and started to tell me THEIR side of the story.
Maryrose was SUPPOSED to be fetched at 7, not 9. but 7. Since it was already 830, Maryrose decided to call her mother. According to Eric, her mom answered the phone and immediately shut it off. ( Having a hard time believing since...SHE'S A MOM. She wouldn't do that.) And because of that, Maria got pissed at her mom.
So instead, they decide to go to Noel's house. After which, they commuted to Antiopolo where her dad was. He even "thanked" Eric for "taking care of his child." (END OF THEIR PART OF THE STORY)
Now where does that leave us? Eric, dear, I'm sorry but I don't know if I believe Richard or You. JUST, be aware and in control next time. Remember, you're dating a very young, IMPULSIVE, OBCESSIVE COMPULSIVE girl.
**
But, you know what? I just realized how much I <3 my bestfriend. Cause even if we weren't in good terms, I was still very worried and concerned. Heck, I even sent out my siblings to roam around Galleria to look for her. I guess that's just the bond of friendship, huh? Imagine bes, for 8 SOLID years, we've been bestfriends. I love you, dude! (;
//EDITED VERSIONOk I decided not to blog about
The Rule of Four. If you wanna know what it's about,
BUY THE BOOK. (;
I got my report card today, I
PASSED! WHOOPTiYEHYEH. I rank 15 in a class of 30 students. HMPFT, I'm average. VERY average infact, that I'm swacked right down the middle of the Perugia Students and the Bergamo Students. Coolies. It's not the best, but I'm happy with it. (Oh, and I'm happy about the fact that
I was the one who got my report card and not any of my parental units. Yeah, yeah. I didn't tell them til they left for work that it was
OUR PTC today) (;
My brother, if he doesn't get an appeal, is going to be kicked-out of O.B. (Brod, pang sipa ka na lang ba?) So HOPEFULLY, he gets his appeal. (Please, man! Pray for him. )
Ahhh, I'm sleepy. Haven't slept since yesterday and when I was about to crawl into bed at around 7a today, My sister tells me we need to get our Report Cards. Actually, I don't regret going. I saw a lot of the people I miss (;
Camille was there. And so was bes, nik, jhay, britt, and bea.
I saw
Richard (4th year),
Renz, Cham, Bien, and
Luis there! (: Yippitootahh! Cept,
Marbs, Kuya Big, and
Cal weren't there. HEEEEYYY, I miss them. John wasn't there as well so my dad COULD have been better. Oh hey, what the fuck, right?
BTW,
Astro is leaving for
France next week ;/ He's gonna study there and leave us here. AWW! I'm so gonna miss you, ASTRO! Love you boi! (;
Pictures found
here.
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Im here just to tell you about my new plugs. I might update later on, im just too lazy right now.
mhai, girlygirl (:
mychal diaz
kuri onishi
//EDITI have a multiply account! (;
essapamandanan.multiply (;
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I'm done reading my new books, Now I have nothing to read again. (BTW, teen angst? naah... by
Ned Vizzini was GREAT. I loved it.)
Hah, I know what I'll do, I'll read my brothers new books. WHAHAHA
. White is for Magic was the book that I originally wanted. But my brother, selfish as he is, got it before me. None the less, I let him be built my inhibitions higher (I had to. Cause if I shedded my inhibitions, I would have strangled my brother. And it would have been so hard to convince my parents that everything was copacetic between he & I.)
NOW, I want this.

Also by
Ned Vizzini-
New topic, The Rule of Four is officially my new favorite book! IT WAS GREAT. It tells the story of 4 high school students, 2 of which, is deeply captivated by the
Hypnerotomachia Poliphili or
Struggle for Love in a Dream (Hypnerotomachia) and Polia (The girl who struggles in a dream or Poliphili). I'm not gonna get into it now, though.
Maybe that will be the topic of my blog tomorrow. (:
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The Rules:
1. Write something about 15 different people.
2. You can NOT say who they are.
3. If someone asks you which one is about them, you can NOT tell.
person #1: She's my bestfriend. She and I have been bestfriends for 8 years already. We started being bestfriends when we were in 1st Grade. And now, look, we're Sophies! HAAAY, we've been through hell and back. Now is a pretty unsteady time for us, but HEY, we'll get through it like we always do. 6-3-7 is definitely US. You can't get her to hate me, and vice versa. We're stuck to each other like that. She's BEAUTIFUL inside and out (PARE, HOT, I SWEAR.) and we told each other than if one of us were a specie of the opposite sex, we'd probably date. But since we're both femme's and both boy-crazy, we can't be together like that (eww. HA, HA!) I love this girl so much. (;
person #2: She is my soul sister (and if you are a PERSON who has meddled with my life, you probably know who she is in a snap.) We have the exact same date of birth and we've celebrated it together for the last 3 years of being soul partners. SHE is hott! If person#1 has a beautiful face, person#2 has a GORGEOUS bod.) Ha, ha! We both love
Coke and
Piknik Ketchup-Flavoured Fries. She parties hard and is one helluva dancer. Dude, I miss you like SHIT.
person #3: In short simple words: HE'S A PERSON OF SUBSTANCE.
person #4: He's my pardner! He loves me and I love him (but not in that way. Ha, ha! INCEST cept we're not related. ha, ha)
person #5: She is my tot. Ha, ha. She's the person I go to when I just want to cry and I can expect her to just hug me and not ask. She and I weren't close when we first met. But now, we stick together like Velcro. YOU OWE ME A DOG. (oh yeah, that too, she's giving me a doggy!)
person #6: I used to hate her... And She hated me back. I was the person who'd snap at her and make her cry (I was a bitch EVEN when we were in first grade. HARHAR) Now, she's my sister. She's the person who acts Childish with me even when everyone else thinks we're nutcases!)
person #7: He's my ****! (; He's the guy who never forgets to give me a peck on the cheek or never forgets to hug me when we see each other! He's the sweetest and most mature guy on our batch.
person #8: I met him on a basketball court. We never really got close until the later part of his high school days (he has graduated). And during those times, I got to see the real him. We bonded and I found that he was a complete gentleman. (ANY GIRL WOULD BE CRAZY NOT TO FALL FOR THIS GUY. HE'S GOOD LOOKING, SMART, & HAS PERFECT ETIQUETTE and Manners. Too bad *** was there... if *** wasn't around id probably have fallen for this guy). I miss him and I'm glad I got the chance to even meet him.
person #9: I met him during our high school aquaintance party! He introduced himself and he started talking to me. Then and there I got intrigued by him. He has a confident stride and a mysterious aura! My batchmates flip for this heartbreaker! He is the ULTIMATE charmer. Whutta bolero (:
person #10: I met him during our friend's birthday party. One of my friends brought him as a guest. And from there, He and I clicked! He's my kuya and he ALWAYS, ALWAYS, gives me a hug and kiss. (; Such a sweetie. Although right now, he and his girlfriend are having a hard transaction on their relationship, I know they're gonna get through it.
person #11: BROTHER OF PERSON#10; they both have had such a effect on me.
person #12: She's my chica. She's currently residing in Ontario, Canada and she still manages to keep in touch. Chica, I can't believe it. You rock harder tha anyone I know. Im missing you lots.
person #13: He's my duddyy!! He and my bestfriend went out 3 years back and I was the reason. Ha, ha. Although it sounds bad, I was the reason they broke up as well (No, I didn't go out with him or kiss him or do anything wrong. My bestfriend just got jealous because he and I are close. And we always will be) Even when they broke up, he calls me
anak and
baby and treats me as a kid. I'm never gonna grow up in his eyes. <3
person #14: She was my close friend when we were in 4th grade. Though she doesn't keep in touch that often, she still remembered to greet me during our birthday. (yes, we also share the same date of birth)
guess who #15: Last but not least... DEFINITELY not least. The guy who ripped my heart out and never gave it back. He was the guy who made me fall head-over-heels in love. He was the person who made me break the wall I have built for myself and then left, leaving me weak and vulnerable. He was my heart's support. He was the person I spent 2 months of rehabilitation to get over. He was the guy who made me witness those 2 months of deep agony.
Sunday, March 27, 2005
A Message For You <3
For the Ladies::Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."For the Men::Find a girl who calls you baby-faced instead of hot or sexy, who can't stand it when you hang up on her and calls right back, who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes, who doesn't care what you look like, but what's inside counts the most, Who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips, Wants to be with you in public, even if you wear those old grass stained and ripped pants with the bleached jersey like always, Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy, who makes you smile just by knowing she loves you back. Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends, while she gets off and you hear her go: "you're the one for me, for always" <3
c/o bea,who got it from
philline
Look at what I found! OLD PEECHURS!

me and baby ally. (I KNOOWWW, I LOOK ISTUPFID)

me and my baby... sabog ang tita

4 sisters... Mya,
jae , les,
blu (:

baby ally, mommy to ally - sister to essa mya, and the sabog tita.
AND THEN, Pictures during ate
jae's grad dinner.

padre, ally, mudra

family with no les and no dre. ;/

mum and ally.
*
New plug,
ayel ventura (:
mhaigirl (:
*
Ehemehem, I bought 2 new books today! (:
Kuya Jap bought 2,
ally bought 1.
I got:
Teen Angst? Naaah...
- a Quasi-autobiography by Ned Vizzini
The Curious incident of the dog in the night-time. (:
My brother got:
The Dragon Slayer
White is for Magic
(which I WANTED badly! inunahan ako ng ulupong)
Ally got Dora (:
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
She, My sister, has
finally GRADUATED (;
And being on detail yesterday was F-U-N. =D I didn't sleep
AT ALL (excited? HA, Ha!). So, I fixed everyones bloggers and answered COUNTLESS surveys. At around 4:30a I took a bath and got ready for being on detail. I left the house at 6:30a and arrived at OB at 6:45a. I saw
Bea, Rune, and Brian at the lobby. (haha, namiss ko tong mga kulukoys na etoh. VRAD) Rune and I went to the 5th floor and Bea followed. When we got upstairs, some of our upper class were already there.
Fast forward to AFTER the GH branch graduation, Maam Bunsoy, Maria, and I ate at KFC (an tatakaw! HAHA)
After which, we went back to the CAT office, and just got dressed in our Alphas again. When our uper class arrived, we went back to our posts for the Interbrach (Las Piñas - Sta. Ana) Graduation. I saw
Ai there (Hi, AI!) :D and they TRIED to introduce me to some guys from the sta. ana branch (sorry, dear, not interested :p). No ONE was THAT good looking, except for the cute guy in orange (I think :D), who has happened to be taken. (cute lang naman eh, noh? and besides... meron pa naman ***** & ***, diba? HA, HA). Although there was a cute senior, in a black polo and pink tie who was HOTT (phuckeett!) =D
ANYHOOS, after which Maam Macanas had a talk with Villadolid, Tesoro, M. Bunsoy, and Myself.
On my way home, my sister called and asked us to fetch her at Valle. When we got home, I SLEPT. (finally!) and couldn't go to our dinner (for my sister!). Instead, I ate KFC nalang. TSCHT, I
BADLY wanted to go.
Ehem,
Summer Refresher Course starts on April 18.
**
New plaahhgs
Aya, my chatter friend. =D
Jae Pamandanan, fresh grad :D
Sunday, March 20, 2005
I am a
Meantime Girl (:
I got this from
NicaThe Meantime GirlNo Pressure, No Worries.Jan JavierShe's the one you call when you need an instant date to your next company party. She's the first person you can think of calling when you just had a fight with "the girl". She willingly gives you the "woman's perspective" on anything without getting all emotional and sentimental about every single thing. You love hanging out with her because, she's funny, she's quirky and for the meantime, she's not interested in relationships which makes it perfect for you (she'll joke about your "player" reputation instead of frowning about it). You love calling her because she doesn't get into fights with you about why you didn't call earlier or anything trivial like the way you dress, or why you put too much gel on your hair.
You never have to try hard to look nice when you come and see her. Although she is not afraid to make fun of you and tell you how stupid you look with your new highlights. You never have to open doors for her or douse yourself with perfume because you know for sure, she will make fun of you.
There's no awkward silence in your conversations and you never have to worry about making stupid jokes just to fill the silence because you know, she will make you feel silly about your corny jokes.Your relationship with the meantime girl is based more on silliness, wise cracks, insults and occasional flirting. You know she will make fun of you when tell her details of your rendezvous with "the girl" but you tell her anyway because it's so much fun when you can laugh at something that seemed absurd at the time without bruising your ego. Plus, the stories become really funny anecdotes you can actually retell over and over again. It works both ways because she will tell you details of her dates with her exes and you crack each other up simply because her stories make you feel less of an idiot afterwards.She's actually quite a challenge to be friends with if not for her very engaging sense of humor. She can come up with a million definitions for "moron" and "idiot" and she's not afraid to use them on you.
She's brutally honest and she hits you more times than you care to count. She will suggest books for you to read but expect that she will mess up the ending of books you haven't read or even movies or TV shows you haven't seen. She has PMS almost constantly and will insult you at every opportunity.
She eats as much as you do and actually finishes her food when you eat out. She takes advantage of the fact that you can legally drive and with all the free dating tips she gives you, you feel obliged to be her personal chauffeur.And of course, beyond her i-don't-need-a-man exterior, she has that peculiar, almost adorable way of making you feel that what you say or do actually matters. You have mastered the art of taking note of every single little thing because she taught you that girls get gaga over these "little" things.
She will help you pick out the perfect gift for "the one". You now know the value of compliment even if it's the simplest thing you can possibly come up with. And she made it easier to understand why girls can never have enough bags or shoes or lip gloss. Or why girls get so irritated at certain times of the month.
Your relationship with the meantime girl is perfect simply because you never have to try too hard to make it work -- no emotional melodramas, no complex relationship stuff that always makes you go crazy. At the same time, she has the sensitivity of a real best friend in a way that she can read you that most of the guys you've ever hang out with. She can tell almost instantly when you're feeling bad about something and offer you a quick trip to the nearest coffee place so you can talk about emotional stuff without feeling like an idiot (strangely enough, these talks don't feel as strangulating as when you have the "real talk" with the "real" girl).
She is always available when you need to talk or to hang out with anyone else who can talk about anything other than basketball. And it's almost amazing that you've never actually pictured her to take the place of "the girl" even when you can almost swear you two have had your "moments". Of which, you can remember her giving you the don't-you-dare-fall-in-love-with-me look that she seemed to have perfected over the years.Admit it. Being with the meantime girl makes you think of being with "the one"; especially, because there's something about her that you can't seem to get enough of. The truth is, she is more attractive and smarter than most of the girls you've ever gone out with. You have been a witness of how she grew into this beautiful woman anyone would be crazy not to spend forever with. You've had moments when you try to convince yourself to think of her as the girl friend, the alternative to your guy friends, and not as a "real" woman who can take the place of "the girl". And though in moments of heightened loneliness, you sometimes think of the possibility of something happening between you and the meantime girl but you are too scared to tell her how you feel.
What you feel for her is something so difficult to define that it wouldn't be fair to consider possibilities of anything romantic happening between the two of you. Plus, the fact that you know more about her personal life, i.e. her past dating experiences than any other guy, makes you feel that going beyond friendship would mean betraying her trust.So instead, meantime boy, you prefer to keep quiet and enjoy the company of the meantime girl. It's comforting because it's safe.
There are no expectations to take things to the next level. No pressure. No real worries. Plus, being with her has tested all your capabilities to be with "the one". And when that time comes, you know that all the conflicting emotions you have for the meantime girl would dissolve. Though in the back of your mind, you hope that this "meantime-ness" would remain and that your meantime girl wouldn't rush to be someone else's forever.
You'd hope she'll be by your side to pick you up in case you fall down again. Really, there is no reason to doubt the value of her existence. You have reason to hope for the best in your future relationships. After all, you've had years and years of practice.**
Yep, it technically means Panakip-Butas.. but the thing is, It's better (:
**
//editnew Pvlugs ;P
Anjo Castro
Ayeth Pajanel
Ai Dela Cruz
Manny Paquiao
LOST. aww... but it wasn't a knock-out loss. It was by unanimous decision. PFT, if I know better.. the judges from
Nevada were bias to Morales.
It's fine though.. cause Paquiao, none the less, fought well and hard. FILIPINO PRIDE. 113-115 lang naman eh, diba?!

Si Idol =D
//EDITnew FLUHGS =D
Joycie Soberano
Blu Pamandanan
Reena Ongtao
Cam Mckay
Mae Buquid =D
Rafa Camus
Friday, March 18, 2005
Just got home from a fabulous day.
**
Brother dear and I were late for school today (It's fine. HELLO?! we're just gonna clean the classrooms for clearance. PFFTTHHCCH). Soooooo, We cleaned the classroom and had our final day as freshmen. awww );
Our dearest adviser gave us her last speech for the school year and some Words of Wisdom. It made me cry.. specially what she said about me ); aww!! Super Nice.
1-A was fun... But I'd still rather be in another section. Im gonna miss you guys like hell and all (; you guys take care, alright?
**
My warmest good-byes to these people who are leaving (out of ob and out of the country).
Arvin Santos, to vin (; You take care, alrighty? We're gonna miss you!
Astro Enriquez, take me with you to
FRANCE! (; I'll miss you so much, astroboy!
Kim Pare, Kim; Pare =D We all know what you've been through and we're here for you forver, otei? ;p alabyulaykshiiitttboi!
John Tawali, JJJJOOOOOHHHHNNNN ;p after so many years, you're finally out of my life. ); But you'll never be out of my heart, dude! aylabyu!
and to everyone else!
Wag nating kalimutan masayang pasasamahan,tawanan, kopyahan, walang humpay na kwentuhan,walang sawang damayan, at kanya-kanyang ka-epalan,wag sana makaligtaan ang pagkakaibigang MONTESSORIAN! (;
**
I went out with Reena after classes =D We had our feeechooorss taken and went to an inet cafe and had starbucks ;p HAHA. (peetchurs uploaded tumurow.)
When reena had to leave and I was all by my lonesome self, Marbs and Ton came along. (haha! tanginang yan!) We went to ultrafresh since Rachelle and her kada were there. (: (Rachelle is ton's new... secret) We had our pictures taken (AGAIN?!! hahah. whutta essa!!) then Rachelle and her barkada (ehem ehem... Hi
Jessamine!(: hehe) went to starbucks while Marbs, Ton, and I went to Andrew's (Encarnacion) Flat. When we got there... Luis, Harris, Raymond, Andrew, and Jr were there. We crashed in for awhile.. I slept while they played with the PS 2.
My phone woke me up. (; The driver was there! Ha, ha! I bid those guys (whom I sure as hell will MISS! mga college dudes na kayo!) farewell and started for Ob (since the car was parked there.) When I got to the car, Kuya Jap and Drei were there. We dropped kuya Jap off at the despidida party at Wilmer's place and drei and I went home.
I got home to fine Ate
jae and Miggy watching F R I E N D S. Instead of resting my tired body, i decided to change into jogging pants and watch friends with them. (: Turns out, they were leaving so I was all on my own again (since everybody is either out or sleeping!). I decided to turn on my PC and blog about today and after which, I'll probably sleep. =D
Ah, Like I said, what a Wonderful day it was.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
EXAMS ARE FINALLY
OVER. Hell has come and gone :D
I'm not gonna elaborate ON the
PAIN it has inflicted on me. (;
Happy Birthday, brother dearest! (: alubyylaykshitboi <3>
SUMMER =D
Truth be told, It doesn't feel like summer to me yet. Porbably because this year has come and I really didn't expect it to be gone this soon.
Aww.. My senior friends are
LEAVING. How will I ever survive? heehee =D I'm surely gonna miss you guys. All those fun times are just memories now, huh? You guys are gonna be in
COLLEGE. Good luck my pare's :D
Hm, strolling down memory lane, I remember like it was yesterday when I met Ton and everyone. Heck, I remember meeting marbs, luis, richard, raymond, and
EVERYBODY!Oh and
myx thanks for the grad pic. (:
ehem ehem, to those people who PROMISED to give me their grad pic and haven't really fulfilled that request... *MALDITA STARE*
You guys will be missed. Visit me in ob on your free time, alright?
Saturday, March 12, 2005
MAGHARI left us today at exactly 1830h.
SAMBISIG has taken over.
The
TPR was beautiful. =D It was amazing! Even though Maghari left us earlier today, itn was still worth it. To see the shocked faces of everyone we knew was definitely enough enjoyment fo us (and ofcourse, the graduation for maghari =D No more training for them!).
karen arrived at our house EXTREMELY early (yes, I was still asleep when she got here). I woke up at 10:30 ante-meridian and watched tv before I took a bath and got ready for the
Testimonial Parade and Review of the President's day. Padre dearest dropped ate
jae,
karen, and
I at Camp Crame at 12:30 post-meridian. When we got there,
ALL of the cadets were either at
Cafe Crame or their respective school bus' (if they were from another branch.)
Sir Ripalda got to Cafe Crame at around 1300h and started selling scarves (Yes, it is part of the alpha uniform). My uniform was so heavy it was like my alpha swallowed me and left my head free to move.. (except for the scarf that made me feel like I had a stiff neck :/). We had the final practice of the
Pasa-Masic and then... *DADUM!!* ready line, beybeh! (: I saw the video pf the fancy drill and... *APPLAUSE!!* whoostig =D
AFTER tha fancy drill, it was our time. Actually, I wasn't nervous at all. I was overly confident. HAHA. It's fine though, cause... NO MISTAKES FOR ME TODAY! hurrah, hurrah! hooray for me, for our incredible coy com,
Sir Garcia, Rolan (congrats sir! he's no longer our coy com.=D), to our amazing guidon bearer,
Jose "Pepe" Ramos, to b2,
Hazel Dysangco, to B1 and B2 (: You guys were great today.
Anyhoos, I had a great time today. EVERYONE had fun. (:
Congrats to
Maghari, whom I sure as hell won't forget =D and to
Sambisig as well.
Sambisig, one more year. =D
Fitchors,

beloved fancy drillers =D

entrance of troops

colors

masinsin pagitan, tuntun kanan =D (pep, san ka naka tingin? HAHA. space out!)

batallion in mass

batallion in mass 2 (alpha coy)
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Worst day
EVER. Hm, tiring! Very tiring. aww shit, my bod hurts.
Woke up at 530a took a bath, got ready for school, and left at 630a. Dropped ate mai off at miriam then headed to
O.b., beloved alma matter.
Gave some tips to those who were on detail on where to find the electronics (dudum!! this is why people hate me ;p). Then attended skeletal at 730a... SKELETAL TRAINING WAS
TIRING.
Had some long tests, drill sheets, and quizzes today, and boy, was that tough! Reported for Science and submitted my Investigatory Project,
how to make soap out of household wastes.
THANK HEAVENS WE HAD NO AFTERNOON CLASSES. Fianlly got to fix some stuff up for clearance. (fucking clearance.) Had some light reading and GAMBLED! (;
some pictures during our afternoon classes:
(medyo madilim.. dilim kasi sa classroom eh!)

Kikay and essa... BEBOTS!! HAHA. b1 and b2 =D

reena and essa (; farkners in crime.

es and mar... CHEERDANCERS! whahaah. memories, pare! memories. (;

tres marias.

essa: what's with kikay?
reena: es, you look dumb!
kiks: OMG!! I'm so kiligg!!
(hahah)

ako pinaka-pogi ;p

destined to be... STARS

essa, roch, maic (:

kikay, mas pogi paren ako kesa senyo!

inaadvertise namin ni reena yun.. yun gwapo sa newspaper!

Hello! we're just dandy! (:

essa... the face. MY GULAY. (haha, kanino kayang expression yun? VEGETABLES!!)

whas wrong?!?!

ehemehem.. FORMAL

angas, angas, and more angas!

essa and mawwwww
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
got this from
jake's" xanga. (:
When boredom anticipates...
001. What is your name?
Alessandra; Essa; Les002. Spell your name backwards:
Sel; Asse; Ardnassela003. Date of birth:
07.01004. Male or female?
Femelle005. Astrological sign:
Cancer, beybeh!006. Nicknames:
Essa; Les; Lessy; Alessandra; Es; Tsong; Twisted; Mraz Girl (:007. Occupation?
étudiant; rockstar; jason mraz's significant other. (; 008. Height:
5'3 ?009. Weight:
awno.. haha.010. Hair color:
Brown011. Eye color:
Light Brown012. Where were you born?
Fliptown, Muhneela.013. Where do you reside now?
Philippine Islands; Calif. (:014. Age:
(;015. Screen names:
Mrazgirl; essa; essa`; s``; inevitablyparanoid016. E-mail address:
alessa_mp@yahoo.com and
les.pamandanan@gmail.com017. What does your screen name stand for?
It's my name. doi. and mraz girl is because Im mraz's girl. (:018. What is your xanga name?
I don't have it anymore but it used to be.. Pabaya019. What does your xanga name stand for?
I'm very pabaya... (; and gine got bistado first! =D020. Pets:
Devil dogs021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake?
022. Piercings?
PLENTY. I'm obsessed with piercings (:023. Tattoos?
Nahduh.024. Shoe size:
9 1/2... so I got big feet, so what?025. Righty or lefty?
Lefty026. Wearing:
white jogging pants and white top027. Hearing:
Rocket Man - Jason Mraz028. Feeling:
senseless.029. Eating/drinking:
Coke~Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~030. Have you ever been in love?
Yes...031. How many people have you told "I love you"?
excluding friends and family? 2.032. How many people have you been in love with?
excluding pao and del since I love them as friends... just one; the one who keeps coming back.033. Does someone in your family wear a toupee?
Not that I know of034. Do you have any nieces or nephews?
Yeah.. One niece and one nephew035. Are your parents divorced?
No036. Do you have step parents?
Not any that I know of.037. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family?
Something like that.038. If so for what?
Reasons I won't state here.039. Did some of your family come to Phil. from another country?
Yeahrp.~Music Stuff~040. What song do you swear was written about you or your life?
Time of your life...041. What's the most embarrasing cd you own?
I still have my nsync cd... HAHA.042. What's the best cd you own?
all of em.. No favoritism (; I'm an audiphile... =D043. What song do you absolutely hate?
No offense to all those Nelly fans out there.. But his songs scare the hell out of me.044. Do you sing in the shower?
Who doesn't? I even dance in the shower! Ha, ha! But that's a different story ;p045. What song reminds you of that special someone?
Lovable - Kenny Lattimore and Chante` Moore; Grow old with you - Adam Sandler; For you - Kenny Lattimore; You get me - Michelle branch; Greatest story ever told - Oliver James; etc.. Like I said, I'm an audiophile =D~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give Any One Of Their Songs!~046. Pink:
God is a dj047. Aerosmith:
Janie's got a gun048. Madonna:
beautiful stranger049. Korn:
Falling away from me050. Backstreet Boys:
All I have to give051. The Beatles:
Revolution052. Sublime:
No wo
man, No cry (hahaah!)053. J.Lo:
I'm real054. Nsync:
Gone055. Limp Bizkit:
Behind blue eyes056. Britney Spears:
Sometimes I run (whahaha!!)057. Creed:
One Last Breath058. Enrique Iglesias:
Hero059. Good Charlotte:
The Anthem060. Christina Aguilera:
Lady Marmalade (Voulez-vous coucher avec moi ce soir ?)061. Eminem:
Like toy soldiers.062. New Found Glory:
Hit or Miss063. Kelly Clarkson:
Breakaway064. Kelly Osbourne:
Papa Don't Preach065. Mandy Moore:
Only hope066. Eve:
067. Aaliyah:
I miss you068. Nelly:
069. Alicia Keys:
Falling070. Incubus:
Pardon Me~Favorites~071. Color:
red; blue; black; purple; orange072. Food:
Anything edible =D073. Song:
Like I said... I'm an audiophile! THERE ARE TONS.074. Show:
FRIENDS; Will & Grace; That 70's show075. school subject:
English; CAT; LT076. Band/singer:
Like I said... I'm an audiophile!077. Animal:
Tiger078. Outfit:
hm... Jeans; Baby tee; Chucks079. Radio station:
Jam and NU Rock080. Movie:
hm... videophile =D081. Pair of shoes:
All of my converse... Not just chucks, orayt? Converse talaga.082. Cartoon:
I love spongebob and patrick and all but... they're a little over-rated. I like Ginger and Arnold.
083. Actors:
Adam Sandler; Jack Nicholson; Jack Black; Matthew Perry; Matt LeBlanc; John Cusack; David Arquette; etc.084. Actresses:
Catherine Zeta-Jones; Julia Roberts; Courteney Cox-Arquette; Drew Barrymore; etc.085. Potato chip:
Lays [salt & vinegar] and Piknik [ketchup flavored]086. Drink:
Coke; h20; grape juice; milkshakes087. Alcholic drink:
Punyeta; Tequila; Blue Kamikaze; Mudshake088. Holiday:
All hollow's eve (whooh, it's so gothic! HAHA)089. Perfume/cologne:
baby bvlgari; bvlgari blue; prescripto; polo sport extreme; escada (magnetic beat); liz claiborne; cool water; baby cologne; ralph lauren extreme090. Pizza topping:
Just cheese091. Jello flavor:
092. Lunch meat:
093. Board game:
CLUEDO ( whaahahah. OLD SCHOOL, PARE!)094. Video game:
Tekken and Dynasty Warriors... FF series and Tony Hawk pro-Skater (;095. Website:
ehem ehem... mine =D096. Book:
madame tlga.. di maiiwasan =D bibliophile eh.097. Computer
game:
dot a. ;p098. Number:
89; 666; 69099. Cereal:
coco crunch and... oreo o's100. Comedian:
Rex Navarette; Adam Sandler; Jack Black; Mike White; Jack Nicholson; Jay Leno...~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~116. What color are your sheets?
blends117. Do you have posters on your wall?
yes118. If so of what?
movies119. Do you have a tv in your bedroom?
yup120. How many pillows are on your bed?
4121. What do you normally sleep in?
over-sized shirt and shorts or jogging pants122. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas:
purple ;p123. What size bed do you have?
queen?124. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed?
daybed125. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom?
yeh (;126. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep?
always127. Describe the last nightmare you had:
er... I don't dream :/128. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
not in a long time... when I was 7.129. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed?
2... just two (:130. Do you sleep in any unusual positions?
yehes... HAHA. I look funny.131. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling?
uhu. My twin =D132. Do you snore?
No133. How about drool?
I don't know.. haha. I'm not drooling when I wake up and there are no saliva on my sheets or pillows too! I guess not (:134. Do you have an alarm clock in your room?
no... hehe. My sister and brother are my alarm clocks... they wake me up for school (;135. What color is the carpet in your room?
No carpet =D Only on my parent's room.136. What's under your bed?
The boogie man... *BOO*~This or that~137. beach/mountains:
both..
138. Donuts/bagels:
donuts
139. Day/night
: night. definitely more romantic.
140. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:
wicked witch of the west
141. Heaven/hell:
heaven
142. Make love/have sex:
make love <3
143. Coffee/tea:
coffee
144. Britney/Christina
: Christina
145. Swiss cheese/american cheese:
146. Real World/Road Rules:
both.
147. Backstreet Boys/Nsync:
nsync ;p
148. Silver/gold:
silver
149. Nike/Adidas:
nike
150. McDonalds/Taco Bell:
mikki d's
151. Sweet/sour:
sweet
152. Punk/emo:
both talaga...
153. Hot/cold:
cold.
154. Winter/summer:
both
155. Spring/fall:
both paren..
156. Operas/plays:
plays
157. Read/watch tv:
read and watch.. ;p
158. Cd's/tapes:
cd's
159. Dvd's/vhs:
dvd's
160. Old/new:
OLD (:
161. Shorts/skirts:
shorts... skirts are EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE. :/
162. Pink/red:
red
163. Colored/black and white photos:
black and white. Aren't they just classic?
164. Meat/vegetables
: meat & veggies.
165. Mexican food/chinese food:
mexican
166. Commercials/infomercials:
commercials
167. Scary movies/comedies:
comedies!
168. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits
: -tankini's... stylish and comfortable!
169. Sandals/tennis shoes:
tennis shoes. (;
170. Dogs/cats:
dogs
171. Unicorns/fairies:
unicorns
172. Water/land:
water
173. Sugar/spice:
spice
174. Black/white:
black
175. ribbons/bows:
ribbons
176. Chicken/beef:
I'm a chicken person!
177. Colored/white christmas lights:
white christmas lights
178. Cars/trucks:
cars
179. Austin Powers/James Bond:
both
180. Popcorn/pretzels:
popcorn
181. Hip/hop:
hop... HAHAH
182. Passionate kiss/peck:
passionate kiss
183. WWE wrestling/real wrestling:
realllll... UFC!!
184. Back rub/foot massage:
back rub... uhhh. HEAVEN.
185. Picture frames/photo albums:
photo albums
186. Pens/pencils:
pens
~Have You Ever....~
247. Mooned anyone?
no
248. Been on a diet?
yes.. once in my life. Stupid diet!
249. Been to a foreign country?
yeahh
250. Broken a bone?
yes
251. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling?
no..
252. Sworn at a teacher?
Oh always... I even cuss them out in person!
253. Talked to a xanga member via e-mails or instant messages?
nope
254. Got in a fight?
who hasn't?
255. Dated a teacher?
fuck no.
256. Laughed so hard you peed your pants?
no... wouldn't that be fun, though? HAHA. Total embarassment!
257. Thought about killing your enemy?
yeah... not just any kind of murder... those brutal, bloody, murders. owyeah. Take me to the mental ward now, please!
258. Gone skinny dipping?
no..
259. Met another xanga member in the flesh?
I have friends who use xanga... So I'm not sure how to answer that.
260. Told a little white lie?
who hasn't?
261. Told a secret you swore not to tell?
I tell secrets.. but I never promise I won't keep em! I don't make promises I can't keep. The secrets I swore I'd never tell, I'd bring with me to my grave. (;262. Stolen anything?
yeah.. haha. ERASER! Oh, it was a dare (;
263. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid?
no
264. Been on TV?
yeah. (;
265. Been on the radio?
no... I want to go to a radio station though!
266. Been in a mosh pit?
yheahh!!
267. Been to a concert?
Yes.. I've been to one... and I've HAD one as well =D
268. Dated one of your best friends?
no...
269. Loved someone so much it makes you cry?
yeah.. that one person who just keeps coming back.
270. Decieved somebody close to you?
yeah. );
271. Broken the law?
hm...
272. Been to a rodeo?
nhof
273. Been on a talk show?
yish.
274. Been on a game show?
no
275. Been on an airplane?
yeah.. LOTS OF TIMES!
276. Gotten to ride on a firetruck?
no
277. Came close to dying?
I'm not sure if you consider it close... but I passed out for a couple of hours.
278. Cheated on a bf/gf?
yes.. I didn't really cheat... I just sisn't love him the way I was supposed to.
279. Gave someone a piggy back ride?
no... I'm SMALL...hello?!?
280. Terrorized a babysitter?
a yaya.. HAHA.
281. Made a mud pie?
no...
282. Had a dream whebre you're falling off a cliff?
yeahh..
283. Snuck out of the house at night?
yeah.. who SERIOUSLY hasn't?
284. Been so drunk you don't remember your name?
no... but I became unconscious.
285. Had an eating disorder?
naw
286. Felt like you didn't belong?
always
287. Felt like the 3rd wheel?
Yeah... ALWAYS.
288. Smoked?
yehuh
289. Done drugs?
Nope... not EVER gon do drugs... not even consider it.
290. Been arrested?
no
291. Had your tonsils removed?
no
292. Gone to camp?
yeah... we're sort of required.
293. Won a bet?
yeah!
294. Written a love letter?
we're required to in O.B.
295. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love?
yeah
296. Written a love poem?
we're requied to..
297. Kissed in the rain?
no
298. Slow danced with someone you love?
yeah.. my brother! =D
299. Participated in cyber sex?
no. HAHA, that's pathetic.
300. Faked an orgasm?
no
301. Stolen a kiss?
nope
302. Asked a friend for relationship advice?
no... ALWAYS my siblings
303. Had a friend steal your bf/gf?
something like that... and it hurt like hell.
304. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love?
yeah... I love the sunrises and the sunsets
305. Gotten a speeding ticket?
no.
306. Done jail time?
nheff
307. Had to wear a uniform to work?
to school
308. Won a trophy?
plenty
309. Thrown up in public?
No..not any incident that I remember.
310. Bowled a perfect game?
no
311. Failed/got held back?
no
312. Got perfect attendance in grade school?
Yheaahh ;p *ANGEL*
313. Roasted pumpkin seeds?
no
314. Taken ballet lessons?
haha.. Nhoo..
315. Attempted suicide?
yeah... suicidal nga eh! right, saab? Joke lang.. but yeah! I attempted.
316. Cut yourself?
Yeah... nagsla-slash ako pag hirap na.
317. The end?
is also "the beginning"...we just don't know it at that time (;
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
FRIENDSTER, netwrok, blog, photo album. HAHA.
Friendster now has some new features... BLOGS & PHOTO ALBUMS!
haha. That was shocking. For the hell of it, I got one anyways :D Haha, not gonna maintain it though. That's just weird. PHFRRT.
Anyone want to take a peek? It's
http://mrazgirl.blogs.friendster.com.
Monday, March 07, 2005
I'm thinking of changing my url to "
mraz girl". Suggestions, anyone? Email me at
alessa_mp@yahoo.com or
les.pamandanan@gmail.com.
**Out of pure boredom...
1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says.
+ "The trip down campus passes in a haze" - The Rule of Four by Ian Caldwell and Dustin Thomason
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
+ DVD Player
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
+ Cheats
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
+ 7:30p
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
+ 7:31p.. HAHA! ASTEEG ;p
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
+ Freshmen - Verve Pipe
7. When did you last step outside? What were you
+ Just now.
8. Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at?
+ my blog =D
9. What are you wearing?
+ blue shirt and jazz pants
10. Did you dream last night?
+ no ):
11. When did you last laugh?
+ just now... someone made me smile (: <3
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
+ posters
13. Seen anything weird lately?
+ yehes.
14. What do you think of this quiz?
+ not your usual survey.
15. What is the last film you saw?
+ hitch
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
+ MILLIONS OF CDS AND BOOKS!
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
+ I have a growing addiction to training.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
+ shelter the homeless; feed the hungry
19. Do you like to dance?
+ yeah.. I only dance in the shower though. :/
20. George Bush:
+ looks GAY.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
+ Alisa Blanca "Blanca" (after yours truly, ofcourse!) or... Cassidy Jean.. "caji"
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
+ Zacchery Luis "zac" or Jacob William "jake"
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
+ shur. why not?
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
+ I've been waiting... welcome my child.
Sunday, March 06, 2005
The cook-out was fun. I got to school at 530a flat. I was surprised to find out that Sir Go and Ma'am Batulan would be riding with us. whooostig. I didn't get any sleep cause I sat beside Migs first.. and then Cha next and also this
hottie (right, bea?! i think he reads my blog so i won't state the name! HAHA. LOL). (twoolupons). I didn't know what time we got to tagaytay but it was HOT. Ohh, i had a heat rash :/
I didn't have anything to do so maria, bea, keiko, nikki, jhaybe, cam, david, johrel, and I performed randomly on stage. We performed
Crazy for you, my Immortal, and Wag na wag mong sasabihin.. I SANG =D yeahhess naman.. HAHA. As usual, the other branches called us sluts and feelers. SCUSE ME, for all we know you're just jealous. If you would've approached and sang with us.. we would've been nice to you. BUT NO, YOU HAD TO MAKE LOUSY EXCUSES TO HATE US, HUH? psht. LOW, baby! Low.
We hiked after we had lunch and we went fishing ( I CAUGHT 2!!) owyeah! haha. i didn't know I had it in me... The whole "using-worms-as-bait" thing and "sitting-patiently-and-waiting-for-the-fish" things didn't appeal to me that much... I like acting on impulse.. not waiting patiently for something that might not even happen. Well, whatever... after which, we had to go home ( It wasn't as tiring as ate jae said it would be. arghshthemarshcrap).
The General Rehearsal for teh
TPR was fun. It was raining when we got to
Camp Crame so we got a little wet. After which, the ever-loving God up there shielded us from the hot rays of the sun by giving us a tent. (IT WAS SUPER CLOUDY AND COLD.)
The new
CORPS COMMANDER has been mentioned at it is now...
Sir Robin Garcia (well done and congratulations!)
TPR is next week and we still need a lot of work. Wish us Luck!
MAGHARI, we will miss you so much. Good luck in College. You definitely will be in our hearts. Goodbye!
SAMBISIG, it is your time to shine! Good luck! (:
**
Pictures during the cook-out!

Cheska & Essa;
CHESSA
aww men, how long do we have to wait til we leave?

whoohoo, beybeh!

Labers, keiko and essa.

Kiss me, dyuhn ghouh. ( HAHA! who got this? =D)

I-A

felicity shagwell? WHOOOAA! ( nice shades, dude!)

reenah and mar

reenah and essa

essa & kikay. (b-1 and b-2???)ü HAHAHAHA!! ;p (inside joke!)

Sir Cruz, Maam Batulan, and Sir Go...

Essa & Charlie (Les and Cha.. HAHAH. )

eeesssssaaaaa is BANGAG.

essa & maureen
Thursday, March 03, 2005
My dearest brother and I went home from school quite early. We only attended our morning classes and split for our afternoon classes. I myself really just did go to school for the Science report and quiz and Math test. (HOPEFULLY, I pass both!)
Our cook-out is tomorrow so... I hope it turns out well ( so that for once in my life I pass food technology ;p) and The general rehearsal for the
Testimonial Parade & Review "tpr" is on Saturday. I vaguely recall the ASCOM telling us that NO
OFFICER is to be absent ( fuck! uh... ok.)
out of pure boredom, my brother and i took some shots:

the ICE - queen (: (burrr)

i want you, chandler bing! HAHA.

;p

GWAPOOO

drama queen...

pogi.. charlie go style!

(:

interrupt.

my brother's cool shirt. HAHAH.

cno katext mo? pabasa nga!

uyy... di na sila nagaaway!

pigs, baby! PIGS.

sabog mode. watching friends =D
BTW, I have friends... the whole season! YEAAAHH, sarap ;p