Monday, May 31, 2004
ito na answers sa mga tnung nyo...
*do u have a boyfriend?
POTANGINA. ahahaha. wala.
*essa i cant tag on your tag board. an error message pops up.
"You need a minimum of a name and a message to post." eh meron naman?
hehe anyway. nice layout. -anna g
hey anna ;p ayus na poh tagboard ko! i fixed it last night. hehehe.
*ex mo ba talaga si dan?
AHAHAH!
*pano mo naayus template mo? san mo ginawa yun tom felton layout mo? ano mga gnamit mo?
html poh. adobe ko gnwa yun temp ;p panget sha..pro it turned out better than expected! ehehe. adobe ang gnamit ko..yun lng (:
HUWOW. malabo mga tanung nyo ah!
YAY! i fixed my blog! its not that crammed up anymore (: now i can add links agen! WOOHOO! sorry for those i deleted...plus a fresh new tagboard! AHAHAHAHAH ayus na sha oh! (: tas i deleted a few posts na wlang ka kwenta kwenta! WOOHOO. im proud. AHAHAH. plus! thanks to my
pakner i have a kwestyun vax na!! (: *esamoursivy* AHAHAH. grabe! im so proud! (:
PLUS. i got really cool hair and nails. AHAHAHAHA. NO! i did not go to the parlor. I WENT TO "bes a.k.a. gingerbread man and duggie and jaemmey a.k.a. puss in boots" house. HAHA. they fixed my hair and nails. Yun hair ni alicia keys cept rocker version daw kc may kun anu anu clang linagay na skulls and shit (tinanggal ko nah! HAHAHA) and nails that are black but the middle finger is read. ASTEEG. haha. though my nails were like these long before pa! ;p
MABABAW NA KALIGAYAHAN. KUDOS TO shrek *codenames. haha! remember?* and p.fiona *isa pang code name! knin0 kya iyan? HM...* (p.fiona, sagutin mo na c shrek! ;p opcors i am tha donkie. tha cute one. WHAHAHAHAH. i wanted to be puss in boots too! unfortunately they said "NO!!") annoying.
My
pakner made me a qwustyn vax! THANKYOUVERYMUCH
pakner i owe you one big time! kudos!
I WENT TO MY BES'S [duggies. HAHA!] house sa ortigas (: THEY BRAIDED MY HAIR!! puckinshyt ahaha! astig! half lng ;p TAS PAINTED MY NAILS BLACK AND RED! ok lng! it rockes!!! AYLOVE IT. thankyouverymuch jaemmy and maria. kudos to you also. u rule. HAHA. did i mention WE pigged out? BANANA SPLITS AND BANANAS AND CHIPS! WHOA! choco milks too (: overall, i had a "not so good, it sucked but im glad i saw my bes and jaemmy-day"
I MADE A TEMPLATE! WOOHOO. its tom felton ;p
pakner helped me again! HAHA. she guided me (:
U WANNA C? U RILLY DO? U WANNA U WANNA? FOINE. checkit
HERE
ARGH! i forgot to mention. I THINK DAN (yes,my ex dan) and emma are going out!! i'll update the pix later. ARGH. UGH. im glad emma isnt out with rina's boyfriend, rup or MINE tom. which FYI is her ex. COZ IF THEY STILL ARE. SOMETHING BADS GONN HAPPEN. FOR REAL.
FTMT (for the mean time) CHECK THE PIX at
rina's BLOG
Sunday, May 30, 2004
though shall never Question God, For He will Never let you down...
Forgive me fork asking...
why?!?...
keep on searching for that someone and when you find that person, stop the search and take the risk. Remember, the world is a big place. If you loose the one you love, you'll have to search all over again...
Your Cloak is Black. The Darkness has consumed
you.
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BWAHAHAHAAH
You are Lamentations.
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angst writer daw ako...NGEK. i like soft books nga eh
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Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
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OH YEAH. YOU WOULDNT BELIEVE ME. I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
im not gonna elaborate moooooooooorrreeeee. HARRY POTTER WAS AMAZING. (: nuff said.
i took some quizzes. im in a happy mode eh! btw,im also watching tomorrow!! sa eastwood. IM UP FOR ROUND 2!!!
UI. MYSTERIOUS EYES DAW OH! HAHAAHAH. OK LNG, EVERYONES ALWAYS SAID IVE GOT DEEP SET OFF EYES THAT ARE MYSTERIOUS YET CAN BE EXPRESSIVE...MALABOOOOOOOOO
Your: Mysterious eyes. All in the title. Your
independant secretive and myseterious. You
appear cold and distant, but hey, at leats no
one messes with you.
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wapak!! lutong nitong sa baba ;p
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
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Saturday, May 29, 2004
okaaaayyyy...somebody says they get aroused by my interest. fuck them.
RIGHT NOW I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO HAVE "DROWNING IN SORROWS" AS MY URL AND DESCRIPTION. IT IS OFFICIAL. MY LIFE HAS FINALLY BEEN SCREWED. IT HAS NO WORTH.
am i overreacting? OH. what am i talking about? I CAN FINALLY WATCH HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN TOMORROW BUT I HAVE TO CALL MEGAMALL TO CONFIRM AND NO ONE HAS THEIR FUCKING NUMBER. argh. irritating? VERY.
right now im drowned out. im drowning in sorrows and no one is there to save me.
POTANGINA. my life now has NO MEANING. the only thing that keeps me going and alive is my imagination. if they take that away. I HAVE NO REASON TO LIVE. i mean... i MAKE BELIEVE na HE will finally open his eyes. [fuck you.idiot]. that MY DREAMS ARE CAPABLE OF COMING TRUE. that dreams do come true. that im living my dream. I STAY THE SAME PERSON I WAS. yes. my imagination is very very very very BIG. i am ambitious. but thats me.
SO IF YOU DONT LIFE IT, FUCK OFF.
I LOVE YOU GOD, BUT WHY DO U MAKE ME GO THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN? ); oo na, mababaw na kun mababaw. but this is my sanity. my imagination.music.movies.friends.reading.writing THESE ARE THE ONLY REAL THINGS THAT KEEP ME SANE. my friends are there but THEY are what keeps me from being intouch with reality. yes. i love them so. but, only my REAL FRIENDS keep me this way.
NO ONE HAS BEEN THROUGH WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH. I DONT WANT TO ELABORATE ON THIS. U JUST HAVE TO TRUST ME ON THIS ONE. IVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT AND GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH PAIN EVERYONES PUT ME THROUGH.THAT EVEN THE MOST SIMPLEST THINGS IN LIFE IS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING ON. I NEED THIS. I WAS TOOK TO AN ANGER MANAGEMENT PROGRAM [THAT I DIDNT NEED]. I MET PSYCHIATRISTS. I MET GUIDANCE COUNCILLORS [ok, so they're all from school.my teacher thought i was crazy].I WAS SEPERATED FROM MY FRIENDS. I STUDIED AND WORKED ALONE IN THE GUIDANCE OFFICE. MY TEACHER SAID IM EMOTINALLY UNSTABLE. THEY ALL THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY.
DRAMA QUEEN? YES.
oohhh ok. so could i possible get any more boring to post this? :
WOOHOO . i went swimming at richmonde hotel with ate joycie and the rest of my sibs! (: HAHA.
AN SYA. WOOHOO WOOHOO WOOHOO.
im getting bored and shit. ;p
BTW,I GOT TICKETS TO HP3 PREMIER! OH YEAH BABY!
whatever happened to my oh so detailed and talkative blogging skills? FINE. i'll make it longer. ahahahha. FUNNY.
At around 11:30a ate mya woke me up. haha. yes, i was still asleep. prolly coz i slept at 4a last night, which was pretty early for me (: and 11:30a IS PRETTY EARLY FOR ME TO WAKE UP.i wake up at 3:30p [supposedly (:] have a quick shower til 3:45. [haha. bitin ;p] have breakfast at 4p while watching oone of my favorite shows. haha. "even stevens". corny. haah. then have lunch at 4:45p while watching "thats so raven" haha. another fave show. corny prin (: HAHA.
well anyways yun nga, ate mya woke me up to show me that i was on tv. WHOA. hahah. go figure ;p tas drei called and asked if i wanted to go swimming with ate joycie sa richmonde. i said yes and ate mya and the rest tagged along. ally wasnt able to go nga pla ):
So at around 3p we went to eat at this really small place... uhm, forgot what its called. haha. sa ortigas din sha. AN SARAP i had sisig and longganisa tas 2 cups of rice. PORKCHAP AMP. haha. well. ther you go. ;p
Friday, May 28, 2004
NEW PIX. HAHAHA. on
Peektures III haha dun sa
vainvainvain and
mylabs_ hahaha. VAIN AMPOOCH
HUWOW
NEW LAYOUT ;P
Not your type? You think elvis presley sucks? you think he's no legend? you hate rock? you think rock was long forgotten? i dont have taste? you think rockers like led zeppelin, jimi hendrix, elvis presley...bla blah dont compare to the rock bands i like NOWADAYS? you have no respect for rock? you think lalaine isnt rock?
FUCCK YOU. get outta here. scram. dont wanna see your stupid face. ULUUUUULLL NYO. ;P
-that felt great ;p -
Thursday, May 27, 2004
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
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God must hate me-Simple Plan
Last night
I just wanted to have fun
To go out with my friends
I took my dad's car
I never thought he would find out
But I crashed in a wall, man I'm dead
I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up
Every little thing I ever try to do
I was born to lose
yeah yeah yeah yeah
God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down
And you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna go home
I wanna go home
Last night
I had to study for this test
I forgot man I'm dead
And now my brain is bursting
Out of, of my head
I can't think i cant breath once again
I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up
Every little thing I ever try to do
I was born to lose
yeah yeah yeah yeah
God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down
And you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna go home
So what in the world
Am I supposed to do
I never did anything to you
So can't you find something else to do
God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down
And you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna to go home
God must hate me
I wanna to go home
God must hate me
I wanna to go home
God must hate me
I wanna to go home
God must hate me
I wanna to go home
You can't save me
God must hate me now
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
FANTASIA WON FANTASIA WON FANTASIA WON! woohoo! CRYING MOMENT FOR EVERYONE. including me! haha. senti shit. anyways, it was such a beautiful sight seeing my favorites on stage again. TOO BAD THOUGH. i really wanted jpl, john stevens or george huff to win :| AH SHIT. oh well, id rather fantasia than diana. anyhooz i love the song "i believe - fantasia barrino" yes. the new single! WOOOHOO. mazing! iono..im just a big fan. ;P
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
WOW! ang ganda sa caylabne! SOBRA. masaya din.
check the pics out. click nyo nlng pra lumaki.
BWAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHAH. msya. click nyo
toh pra dun sa iba na pictures. ona pla
ito din may mga bago na pictures. whahahaha. HYPER MODE. la lng.
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Beneath the fun, the thrill and the excitement that life can bring,
beneath everything that is beautiful, life can be totally depressing.
in my head :
he does not make the world go around ...
he is only a part of me ...
he is not the best thing in my life ...
he is not what feeds my soul ...
he is not happiness ...
he is not my dream come true ...
he is not life ...
he is not my focus ...
he is not what keeps me alive ...
he is not my sanity ...
i dont need him to survive ...
i lost my heart to him that day ...
i am a better person ...
..but the world looks better now that he's in my life
..but he is that part that makes me feel complete
..but he makes the best out of everything else
..but with him i am in content
..but he is the reason being
..because i never dreamt of having him,i was only fortunate and blessed enough to have been given the chance of meeting HIM.
..but he showed me the real essence of it
..but he keeps me grounded and sane.
..but he makes living worth while
..becuse the moment i set eyes on him,i went crazy over him
..but i want him in my life
..but gained a world or wonder and happiness i never imagined having,& in exchanged for my heratbeat was unconditional love.
..& he is my living proof
I love you.
*When you love someone, you tell them. Right then and there. You tell them out loud. if you are meant for each other Fate will bring you together. But fate can only go so far. The next step is up to you. Up to you to take that risk. Take that big leap of faith. Take it, you should seize the moment. I missed mine. I just hope there's a second chance....
beautiful. );
MOVIE LINES
Josie Geller: Sometime you'll kiss someone and know that's the person
you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life.
---NEVER BEEN KISSED
The only wrong thing would be to deny what your heart truly feels.
---THE MASK OF ZORRO
You will see a lot of things,
But they will mean nothing to you
If you lose sight of the one you love.
---AT FIRST SIGHT
If you love someone you say it...
you say it right then,
out loud...
or the moment just...
passes you by.
---MY BEST FRIEND'S WEDDING
I would rather have had
One breath of her hair,
One kiss from her mouth,
One touch of her hand,
Than an eternity without it...
---CITY OF ANGELS
You will be doing anything
For the one you love...
Except love them again.
---FAITHFUL
Fate exists but it can only take you so far,
Because once you're there
It's up to you to make it happen.
---CAN'T HARDLY WAIT
When you've found that person you want to spend the rest of ur life with,
you want the rest of ur life to begin right away."
---When Harry Met Sally
"Sometimes when you hold out for everything, you walk away with nothing."
---Ally McBeal
I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick --
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh --
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way
I don't hate you --
Not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all.
---Kat Startford (10 Things I Hate About You)
"if two people are meant for each other, it doesnt mean that they are
meant for each other NOW."
---pacey whitter "DAWSON'S CREEK"
Lois: You know, if somebody had asked me three days ago who the one person
in the world I admired most was, I'd have said you. But, without really
knowing what that meant. Without understanding that the hardest thing
about being you is all the things you can't do. All the cries for help
that you can't answer, and how that quietly tears you apart. But it never
stops you. And after living a little of that myself, I realized
something...something I never thought was possible.
Clark: What?
Lois: I love you more. More than I ever have and more than I ever
thought I could love anyone, and so, I wanna ask ... Will you marry me?
---LOIS AND CLARK
I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion,obsession, someone you
can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to
end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you love like crazy
and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget
your head and listen to your heart... Run the risk, if you get hurt,
you'll come back. Because the truth is, there is no sense living your life
without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love -- well, you
haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't
tried, you haven't lived... Stay open. Who knows? Lightning could strike.
---MEET JOE BLACK
Man: "Will you love me for the rest of my life?"
Woman: "I will love you for the rest of mine."
---PHENOMENON
I guarantee it won't be easy
I guarantee that at one point or another
One of us is going to want to leave.
But I also guarantee that
If I don't ask you to be mine
I am going to regret it
For the rest of my life
Because I know in my heart
You are the only one for me.
---RUNAWAY BRIDE
Dear Catherine,
I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in so long. I feel I've been
lost. No bearings, no compass. I kept crashing into things, a little crazy
I guess. I've never been lost before. You were my true north. I could
always steer for home when you were my home. Forgive me for being so angry
when you left. I still think some mistake's been made and I'm waiting for
God to take it back. But I'm doing better now. The work helps me. Most of
all, you help
me.
You came into my dream last night with that smile of yours that always
held me like a lover, rocked me like a child. All I remember from the
dream is a feeling of peace. I woke up with that feeling and tried to keep
it alive as long as I could.
I'm writing to tell you that I'm on a journey toward that peace. And to
tell you I'm sorry about so many things. I'm sorry I didn't take better
care of you so that you never spent one minute being cold or scared or
sick. I'm sorry I didn't try harder to find the words to tell you what I
was feeling. I'm sorry I never fixed the screen door. I fixed it now. I'm
sorry I ever fought with you. I'm sorry I didn't apologize more. I was too
proud. I'm sorry I didn't bring you more compliments on everything you
wore and every way you fixed your hair. I'm sorry I didn't hold on to you
with so much strength that even God couldn't pull you away.
All my love. G.
---MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE
"The only feeling of real loss is when you love someone, more than you
love yourself."
---GOOD WILL HUNTING
"I love that you get cold when its 71 degrees out. I love that it takes
you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little
crinkle in your nose when you're looking at me like i'm nuts. I love that
after i spend a day with you, i can still smell your perfume on my
clothes. and i love that you are the last person i want to talk to before
i go to sleep at night. and it's not because i'm lonely, and it's not
because it's new Year's eve. i came here tonight because when you realize
you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest
of your life to start as soon as possible."
---WHEN HARRY MET SALLY
When you love someone,
And you love them with your heart,
It never disappears when you're apart.
When you love someone
And you've done all you can do,
You set them free.
And if that love was true,
When you love someone
It will all come back to you
---FORGET PARIS
You cannot find true love where it does not truly exist. And you cannot
hide it where it truly does.
---KISSING A FOOL
I created my very own first breakup rule: Destroy all pictures where he
looks sexy and you look happy. Breakup rule No. 2: Until emotionally
stabilized, enter no stores. Breakup rule No. 3: Never stop thinking
about him, even for a moment. because that's the moment he'll appear. And
finally, the most important breakup rule: No matter who broke your heart
or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your
friends.
---Carrie, from the sitcom SEX AND THE CITY
" i miss you so much it hurts"
---SLEEPLESS IN SEATTLE
"Half my days i cannot bear not to touch you,
the rest of the time i feel it doesn't matter
if i ever see you again. It isn't the mortality,
it is how much you can bear....."
---THE ENGLISH PATIENT
Do you believe in love? I bet you don't, you're probably too
sensible for that. Have you ever seen someone and you know that if only
that person really know you, they'd dump the perfect model they were with
and realize that you are the one they want to grow old with? Have you ever
fallen in love with someone you've never talked to? Have you ever been so
alone you spent the night confusing a guy in a coma?
---WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING
"anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary love is a
waste of your time. there are too many mediocre things in life to deal
with and love shouldn't be one of them."
---A DREAM FOR AN INSOMNIAC
"i'm here to love you, to hold you in my arms and to protect you. i'm here
to learn from you and to receive your love in return. i'm here coz there's
no other place to be."
---MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE
"Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, of what I did, of
who I am. And most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this
room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm
with you."
---DIRTY DANCING
"When you kiss someone, everything around you becomes hazy... and the only
thing in focus is you and this person... And you realize that this person
is the only person you should be kissing for the rest of your life... And
for one moment, you get, this amazing gift... And you wanna laugh and ou
wanna cry... Cuz you feel so lucky that you've found it and so scared that
it'll go away all at the same time..."
---NEVER BEEN KISSED
"It's funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love
while at the back of our minds we know that the person we trully love will
always be an exception"
---Ally McBeal
"how can you assume to be friends with someone when all you think about
when you look at him is how much more you really want?"
-joey, DAWSON'S CREEK
if two people love each other, but just cant seem to put things together,
when would that point be.. when one would say enough is enough? NEVER.
---THE MEXICAN
"So this is love...so this is what makes life divine. I'm all aglow,
and now I know. The key to all heaven is mine. My heart has wings, and I
can fly. I'll touch every star in the sky. So this is the miracle, that
I've been dreaming of... So this is love."
---CINDERELLA
Don't you understand? That everything I do, I do for you? Anything that
might be special in me...is you.
---GREAT EXPECTATIONS
One day, you look at the person and see more than you did the day
before, like a switch was flickered somewhere. And the person who was just
a friend is suddenly the only person you can imagine yourself with.
-Xfiles (series)
I feel like the best version of myself when i'm with you... and that makes
me doubt everything else.
---KEEPING THE FAITH
Is it possible to be just friends with someone i have these sort of
non-moderate feelings for?... Or am I doomed forever to just be in love
and ultimately significantly hurt?
-Felicity
"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can
never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to
understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love
that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be
lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity.
Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever."
--- Ally Mc Beal
"The greatest thing one can ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."
--- Moulin Rouge
Friday, May 21, 2004
WOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, dull day turned fun day. [hayuf sa titple ampuch!!!]
anyhows, i didn't get any sleep. ]fine., i didn't sleep at all] then i pretended to be asleep and to be woken up so i have an excuse why im up early. dad sent me to do some errands with kuya jap and ate jae. uh...so we did. we left at 9a then got some photos taken and then went to ob an blah. stayed there until 1p then my friends dropped by and fetched me and we went to timezone tas ub [IM A CHAT ADDIK TLGA!! HEHEHE. TSAKA MAGALING NA KO DUN SA HAND DDR] i got a great score! [thank you, ver much. KUDOS TO ME. i am talented. lmfao. WHAHAHA (: anyyyyyyyywwwayyyyysssss...at around 5p we went to valle to go swimming na... right after we dropped by maria's and my houses. La lng.... overall, CHIBUGAN , oops.. i meant fun day! haha (: I MADE A TEMPLATE!! im still coding it though :D
check it out
here. It looks a little bit like saab's cause i didn't know how to start. anyways. kudos to you saab! you rock :D
Thursday, May 20, 2004
WOW IM A T UB RIGHT NOW... woohoo..i missed this place :D heheh. (: im with niko, jaemmy and besh. dum dum dum. ahh...im fucking tired. later.
I AM 74% ASSHOLE/BITCH!  I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em. |
FUNNNNNN I'LL LINK THE SITE. HEHE
I AM 78% EVIL GENIUS!  I am pure evil. I lie awake at night devising schemes of world domination, and I will not rest until all living souls bend to my will. |
BWAHAHAHAHAHA
I AM 72% TORTURED ARTIST!  Art is significant in my life, people are scum but I have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and I will either forget about art or hate the world. |
wow a tortured artist, huh?
I AM 84% GEEK!  UBER GEEK! My mad skills would make Linus Torvalds shake in his boots. But I seldom, if ever, get laid. Well, there are always the web-cam girls! |
and a geek too...
I AM 82% INTERNET ADDICT!  Whoa, am I ever addicted! I'm probably a little over weight with lots of acne, feeling lost, and alone, trying to escape from my sorry life with an internet life. I must crawl outta the basement, see-nope im not. IM JUST WIERD. |
and an obvious answer . yes, i am an internet addict...
I AM 66% PUNK ROCK!  The intelligent punk. Tuff and Smart. I may be able to maintain a train of thought long enough... What the fuck was I talking about? |
WTF?!? IM NOT PUNK ROCK/ IDIOTS, im a rocker not a punk. nor a trasher. [ok maybe a little punk rocker and trasher (: to hell with it. im still none the less a ROCKER. i like rock and roll and just rock. though alt. alt.rock. and punk rock is good too. just dont mention avril lavigne, that fucking poseur.] (:
thanks to
pakner ivy for this
fabulous story thinger.
BEAUTIFUL IDITOIC NONSENSE. I BOLDED THE ONES I ANSWERED.
Once upon a time there was a young
PIG BREEDER named
WILLIAM HUNG. He was
GRACEFULLY SCREAMING in the
GIGANTIC forest when he met
IDIOTIC RICKY MARTIN, a run-away
KING OF NORWAY from the
TERRIFIED Queen
ANNE CURTIS.
WILLIAM HUNG could see that
IDIOTIC RICKY MARTIN was hungry so he reached into his
UHM...EMPTY CAN and give him his
BIG INIHAW .
IDIOTIC RICKY MARTIN was thankful for
WILLIAM HUNG's INIHAW , so he told
WILLIAM HUNG a very
SMALL story about Queen
ANNE CURTIS's daughter
HEART EVANGELISTA. How her mother, the
TERRIFIED Queen
ANNE CURTIS, kept her locked away in a
BIG BIG BIG CASTLE protected by a gigantic
TIGER, because
HEART EVANGELISTA was so
FAT.
WILLIAM HUNG CURSED. He vowed to
IDIOTIC RICKY MARTIN the
KING OF NORWAY that he would save the
FAT HEART EVANGELISTA. He would
KILL the TIGER, and take HEART EVANGELISTA far away from her evil mother, the TERRIFIED Queen ANNE CURTIS, and DROWN her.
Then, all of the sudden, there was a STINKY RESCUE and IDIOTIC RICKY MARTIN the KING OF NORWAY began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic TIGER from his story. TERRIFIED Queen ANNE CURTIS APPEARED out from behind a BANANA and struck WILLIAM HUNG dead. In the far off A BIG BIG BIG CASTLE you could hear a *BOING*.
HOW LMFAO. nyahahaha. stig toh.
1. Do you cheat during the exams//quizes//homeworks//seatworks?
doi. haha. *evil grin*
2. are you always late for class?
doi again. haha. nope.
3. is your uniform always complete?
doi again. haha. nope.
4. do you follow the school rules?
doi again. haha. nope.
5. Do you sing the school anthem and the national hymn?
doi again. haha. nope. wtf? my answers are all the same, man!
6. do you actively participate in class?
doi again. haha. nope. ITS ESSA, REMEMBER? one of the fouding fuccers of P.A.S.S. [Protests Against School Spirit] (:
7. do you have a high iq?
its ok. I guess its high cause I have a very bright mind. I just don't use it (:
8. do you talk while the teacher is holding a lecture?
wtf?! haha. who doesn't?
9. do you have enemies at the campus?
haha. yes.
10. have you ever been sent to the principal's office because of something you did?
yes. many, many times. Sometimes I don't even do the things they accuse me of doing. And the teachers naturally HATE me.
11. have you ever been embarassed because of a teacher?
No. I am the ones who embarasses them.
12. have you ever embarrassed a teacher?
yup. haha.
13. do you do the assignments or do you just cheat?
I just cheat. (: sometimes, I do it though.
14. do you eat every time you have a break?
yup. haha.
15. whats the first line of your school's hymn?
"IDONTGIVEAFUCKKKKKKKKK" haha.*cough* I mean A Do Lore Ad Gloriam.
16. have you ever recieved a failing grde?
doi. but I manage to pass.
17. have you ever been a medalist?
ofcourse. haha. I think...
18. have you ever hit your classmate?
yeah....a chik and a dude... they suck.
19. do you always tease your classmates??
*guilty*
20. have you ever slept in class?
always, thats why I find a seat at the back of the classroom.
21. are you part of any after class curriculum?
yup... Im one of the founding fuccers of P.A.S.S.
22. do you like your school rules?
NO. fuckers.
23. do you text during class?
yes. aylabsyu to the people who reply even though they're in school too. Like josh from ateneo and...
24. have you ever handled a assignment//sw//quiz//homework?
not that I know of...
25. whats the hardest subject for you?
any academics subject.
26. what is your school?
F.G.O.B.M.C.I. Fucking Gayass Operation Brotherhood Montessori Centre Inc.
27. have you ever gotten into an accident in school?
yes. fuckers, they are. (;
28. what do you eat in the canteen?
anything that IS edible.
30. are you in the grad batch?
I already graduated.
31. do you have a swimming pool in the campus?
no. fuckers again.
32. where'd you usually "chill" after class?
anywhere and everywhere!
33. how many are there in your "crew"
more than 20. HAHA
34. whats your favorite subject?
recess. dismissal.
35. do you bring food or money to school?
money.
36. have you ever cut class?
yep. Im a BAD girl.
37. are you included in your student council.
no, fuckers think I ain't that BRIGHT.
38. is there always a occassion in your school?
yep. specially for the hs. thats why i love it (:
39. does the student go with the flow?
not all. IM A BIG EXCEPTION.
40. does your school have a band?
yup.
4. does your teachers suck?
MAJOR.
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
hm...i had to fix my template (: if i forgot to put someone on my links that was already there before, cheat my test (: lemme know, i'll put you right after i read the message!
anyways kate got here around 8p yesterday... TALK ABOUT ÜBER LATE. lol (: and then we slept at 8a...haha...bsta..im bored...LOL
I LOVE YOU, DAD. HAPEEEE 49TH youDAY. (:
WELABSYYYU FUTHER.
Caylabne here we come!! (: OMG, can't wait to go to the beach. DAMN, atleast before school starts this upcoming semester (: hehe. though, i have to admit, i miss school. Lol. What am I saying? uuhm..maybe its the aquaintance party and hs parties I wanna go to though. Hehe, or is it because I miss HIM ah shit. Maybe it is that. Afterall, Im already counting the days til the next summer vacation (:
AnyHOWS, Im gonna go swimming with my sibs and some friends later. Uhm, I'll get black, more? argh! I hate it. I miss my FIRST GRADE PORCELAIN SKIN. lol. that was a lonnnnggg time ago. When every haloween id dress up as a PORCELAIN something cos i was REALLY REALLY white. Im not that white anymore which gets me pissed. Specially, since I envy Margo Harshman. YEEPPPP. I love her skins and her hair. DAMN, im doing my hair like hers, actually. AND I WANNA BE THAT WHITE AGAIN. Ever since i got black or w/e i always wanted to be that white again...that beautiful WHITE, PORCALAIN skin. OK, I'll stop now, It only gets me deprssed, MORE.
Kate slept here!!! *YYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY* *BOO-YUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHH* whahaha (: HYPER. la lng...hmm....what to blog about?
Well, yesterday Luis was here. hahaha la lng... and miggy... and telle...and kate... and blah. and we all watched Lion King 1 1/2 (: KYOOT. la lng... whahaha lhat kme naali anyways kate slept over here eh....I BARELY CALL IT SLEEPING. haha (: we slept at 8a (: hehehe. anyways so its the same thing. kate's right beside me so i cant really blog. i'll get back with you on that when she leaves (:
Monday, May 17, 2004
Im thinking of changing my template (: BUT I LOVE THIS ONE. argh!!! Best template i ever had, dont you think? but tell me what you guys think. you can either mail me. or tag me (:
check the template out here
Im thinking of changing my template (: BUT I LOVE THIS ONE. argh!!! Best template i ever had, dont you think? but tell me what you guys think. you can either mail me. or tag me (:
check the template out here
THE STORY
When love met Madness A long time ago,
before the world was created
and humans set foot on it for the first time,
virtues and vices wandered bored,
not knowing what to do.
One day, they were all gathered and bored
more than even when Ingenious had an idea:
Why don't we play hide and seek?
And all of them liked the idea,
and immediately the mad Madness shouted:
I want to count, I want to count
and since no one else was crazy to seek for Madness,
Madness leaned on a tree and started to count,
1, 2, 3.
And as Madness counted,
the vices and virtues went hiding.
Tenderness hung on the horn of the moon;
Treason in a pile of garbage;
Fondness curled up between the clouds;
Lie said he would hide under a stone
but he lied and hid at the bottom of the lake;
Passion went to the center of the earth;
Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking....
And Madness continued to count,
79,80, 81,82.
All the vices and virtues were already hidden by then,
except for Love,
whom as undecided as he is,
did not know where to hide.
And this should not surprise us
because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.
And Madness was already at
95, 96,97.
and just at the moment when she arrived at hundred,
Love jumped into a rosebush and there he hid out.
And Madness shouted
"I'm coming! I'm coming!"
and as she turned,
the first one she saw was Laziness,
thrown to her feet because he didn't have any energy to hide.
Then she saw Tenderness in the horn of the Moon,
and Lie at the bottom of the lake,
and Passion in the center of the earth...
Discovering them one by one,
finding all of them but one.
Madness was getting desperate,
unable to find the last missing one,
until Envy, envious for not having been discovered,
whispered to Madness:
"You are lacking Love, and he is hiding in the rosebush."
And Madness took a wooden pitchfork,
and stabbed at the rosebush,
and stabbed and stabbed,
till a heartbreaking shout made her stop.
and, after the shout,
Love came out covering his face with his hands
and from between his fingers run two threads of blood,
out of his eyes.
Madness anxious to find Love
had took out Love's eyes with the pitchfork.
What have I done?, what have I done? - she shouted.
I have left you blind!
How can I repair it?
And Love answered,
you can't restore my eyes.
But if you want to do something for me,
you could be my guide.
From that day on,
Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.
Beautiful, yes?
some more quotez
no guy is worth a girl's tears..
the only one who's worth your tears
is the one who knows he could but...
would never ever make her cry..
For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it.
For every truth there is an ear to hear it.
For every love there is a heart to recieve it.
Love vanquishes time.
To a lover,
a moment can be eternity,
eternity can be a tick of a clock.
Across the barriers of time and the ultimate destiny love persists,
for the home of the beloved,
absent or present,
is always in the mind and heart.
Absence does not diminish love
Dont settle for the one you can live with, Wait for the one you cant live without.
Love cannot be forced, love cannot be coaxed or teased. It comes out of Heaven, unasked and unsought.-- Pearl S. Buck
Dance as if no one were watching,
Sing as if no one were listening,
And live life eachday as if it were your last.
Dream as if you'll live forever,
live as if you'll die today.
To the world you might just be one person,
but to one person you could mean the world.
HAHA. i found this one cute (:
Before you criticize someone,
you should walk a mile in their shoes.
That way, when you criticize them,
you're a mile away and you have their shoes.
1.Why are you happy right now?
Im not THAT happy right now. Mixed emotions. I love rain. Yet i hate my life. See my point? "spring spring go away, i want rain so i can play"
2.what are you doing right now?
chill. listen to music. hating life. typing.
3.what emotion best fits your mood as of the moment?
Mixed emotions. there's anger. hatred. joy. gloom. envious. right now, im feeling all the vices and virtues.
4.why?
because Life's a BITCH
5.do you always think of the future?
I wouldn't say ALWAYS. but yeah, I think about it.
6.if you had one wish right now, what would it be?
too have more wishes, im greedy. *evil laugh* bwahah. potangina.
7.what are you listening to right now?
no stopping us-jason mraz.
8.why are you listening to that song?
because i love it. potangina. fuck off.
9.what happened?
to what?
10.are you wierd?
didn't you notice? you didn't? oh, you're wierd too!
Sunday, May 16, 2004
I just watched 13 going on 30. such a nice movie (: INDUBITABLY, beautiful. haha (: go see it! quick quick!
malabong survey
1. what's your favorite thing to do?
Go online. make templates. code templates. watch tv. watch movies. listen to music. read. chill alone. skateboard. play arcade games and ps2 games. play pool. play bowling. do something extreme. do something worth while. write books. write songs. do something breath taking. do something life risking. live life to the fullest. spend everyday as if it were my last.dance as if no one was watching. sing as if no one was listening. dream as if I'll live for ever and live as if i'll die today. talk to my friends. crying my ass out. answering lame ass surveys. being a lame ass. being a geek. being a dork. being a freak and being myself. (:
2. do you miss ur friends...?
God knows how much.
3. may crush k ba...?
Yes. Haha.
4. favorite color mo?
Black [ok so its not a color]. blue. purple. red. orange. white.
5. favorite song mo?
hit or miss by nfg. absolutely by nine days. harder to brathe by maroon 5. drive by incubus. wherever you will go by the calling. why don't you and i by chad kreuger/alex band feat. santana. if i am by nine days. teenage dirtbag by wheatus. the remedy, curbside prophet, id do anything, you and i both, no stopping us, sleep all day and a lot more by jason mraz. no such thing, back to you, clarity by john mayer. first date by blink 182. in too deep by sum 41. someday by sugar ray. all-star and shit more by smashmouth. noypi by bamboo. buwan by itchyworms. dressed to kill by nfg. grow old with you by adam sandler. forgetful lucy by adam sandler. wouldn;t it be nice by beach boys. hound dog and shit load by elvis presley. school of rock by school of rock. tnt by ac/dc. lightning crashes by tenacious d. crash into me by dave matthews band. devil in me by dave matthews.
and a shit load more of songs im too lazy to type in.
6. pinapakinggan mo b yon plagi??
duh.
7. happy ka ba?
nope. "es`sad. "Life's a BITCH" "
8. mron kang cell.?
duh.
9.nawaLa na ba anG ceL mo?
haha. this is my 5th phone (:
10. gustong mo bang ma2tay?
o0, why not? If its my time then its my time. You can't change FATE.or so they say...
11. bakit..??
quote me, please. "Life's a BITCH"
12. magbigay ka ng 5 things n gsto mong dalhin
pag pmunta ka s mall...???
cellphone. money. wallet.
13. may contact ka b s crush mo...?
yup. thankfully, all of them. HAHA. that's a load of crap.
14. what's ur favorite channel s tv.?
disney. nickelodeon. mtv. star wolrd. star movies. hbo. espn [tony hawk busts moves!!]. blah.
15. if u can have a wish what will it be..?
too have more wishes.
Saturday, May 15, 2004
The EX
by: Anonymous
Now I have an idea why people make such big deals about exes. Y'know... stuff like, getting over the ex.
Dealing with the ex.
Being friends with the ex. Being the ex.
I am an ex.
I know that it's a stupid -- and silly -- to
sound as if my whole
life revolved around being somebody's ex-girlfriend.
But I can't help it...that title packs a pretty strong punch.
I am now and official member of the "love-and-lost" club.
And while it's a title I don't exactly want,
I have to admit tht it does say something about me.
I am an ex.
I once loved someone who loved me back. But he didn't want to stay...so I had to let him go.
I cried. A lot. I spent countless nights
wondering what went wrong, muffling my sobs with my pillows so my parents wouldn't suspect that something was amiss. I'd reminisce about our happy times, then breakdown when i'd realize that
he was no longer mine. I analyzed every single detail of our breakup. I wrote long e-mails to my closest friends.
I talked endlessly about my situation. I spent my nights in
tearful telephone conversations and my days in daydreams where we'd end up in each other's arms again.
Sometimes he was still my angel, still my knight is shinning armor who i'd do anything for just to have back. But sometimes, I saw him as the devil incarnate who broke my heart in the worst possible way, and who deserved to be horsewhipped at the very least.
I told myself that it was all for the better. That this was what was best for the both of us. That this was God's plan.
My friends offered similar advice, none of which I had't heard before:
"It's a sign that you're not meant for each other",
" When God closed a door, He opens a window",
"Someone better is coming for you",
"There are so many other fish in the sea", etc.
But it didn't work. Because deep down, I still believe that he was the one, the only one. And I couldn't understand how this was all for the better...when everyday seemed more
torturous that the last... not being able to be with him the way I wanted to be, seeing him so unaffected, and dealing with my broken-and-smashed heart and my bruise ego.
I tried to immerse myself in other activities to forget about him. I went out a lot. I filled my schedule with movie marathons, shopping sprees, and Dance maniax. It worked for a while.. but then there were times -- times when my mind was cleared of the busy thoughts I tried to occupy it with -- that I would think of him. His memory would sneak up to me on tiptoes, catching me in worst vulnerable moments.
I tried to show the world that i was OK.
That i was over him.
That is was fime just being friends.
I didn't go around with
a big "X" on my forehead,
not did I go around with puffy eyes
and tissue box.
I tried to live my life as I knew it before I met him.
People thought that i was doing great.
They heard me laugh and they saw me smile;
I seemed happy, they said;
and I told myself that I was.
But in the solace of my room, where I tried to organize my thoughts and sort our my feelings, I had to admit to myself that I wasn't truly happy.
Because I was still yearning for someone, and my heart still
ached for something that could not be.
It's been over 5 months now since we broke up,
surprisingly, things have gotten better. I've changed. Somewhere along the way, I realized that he wasn't the only one out there for me.
I also realized that there were valid, powerful reasons why we split up.
And I've become stronger, older, wiser.
He's changed as well -- when i look at him, sometimes I still see the boy I fell in love with. Sometimes I think that he's the same person...he still has the same goofy smile and
mischievous charm that I fell for, and I like to believe that the rest of him is unchanged as well. But then I take a closer look and I realize that he HAS changed...that I don't know him anymore, not really...not enough to love and care for him as I once did.
I am an ex.
I've loved and lost. I've cried tears for the
things that were and that could have been.
I've wrestled with intense feelings of love and
hate, or jealousy, of frustration.
I've simultaneously taked down and
brought up my pride. I've tried to rebuild my
world without the person whom it used to revolve around.
I've tried to save myself from the depths of depression and self-pity, and when I couldn't do that,
I turned to God for help.
I don't know exactly what I gained, or how
much I lost. Maybe someday
it will all be clear to me...then again,
maybe not
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kakasweemeeng ko lng. treep tlga oh.
Ish muh songs. alabsyu pipol (:
to the "new" dude. haha.
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
I'll Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
I'll Need you
I'll Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you
Ish ees to dio.
When I first saw you I couldn't believe
The way you smiled took the breath out of me
And maybe I'm seeing things
But if it's true don't wake me up from this dream
You remind me
Of a love I knew
Feels so real it must be deja vu
You remind me
But I ain't got a clue
Boy I'm so glad I found you
I never thought I could love again
Then you came and changed something within (I'm so confused)
I'm so confused 'case you're not the same
But there's something special that reminds me
It's the way you walk and
the way you talk and
You really got style
It's the way you move and
The way you groove and
I love your smile (I love your smile)
You remind me
Of a love I knew
Feels so real it must be deja vu
You remind me
But I ain't got a clue
Boy I'm so glad I found you
Bridge:
I, I cannot figure out
I ain't got a clue
I'm so confused about how I feel
Cause I'm really feelin' you
It's the way you walk and
the way you talk and
You really got style
It's the way you move and
The way you groove and
I love your smile (I love your smile)
You remind me
Of a love I knew
Feels so real it must be deja vu
You remind me
But I ain't got a clue
Boy I'm so glad I found you
Is eSS to the old one. bwhaha
I. Umiiyak ka na naman
Langya talaga , wala ka bang ibang alam
Namumugtong mga mata
Kailan pa ba kaya ikaw magsasawa
II. Sa problema na iyong pinapasan
Hatid sayo ng boyfriend mong hindi mo maintindihan
May kwento kang pandrama na naman
III.Parang pang TV na walang katapusan
Hanggang kailan ka bang ganyan
Hindi mo ba alam na walang pupuntahan
Ang pagtiyaga mo dyan sa boyfriend mong tanga
Na wala nang ginagawa kundi ang paluhain ka
Chorus:
Sa libu-libong pagkakataon na tayoy nag-kasama
Iilang ulit palang kitang makitang masaya
Naiinis akong isipin na ginaganyan ka nya
Siguro ay hindi niya lang alam ang iyong
Tunay na halaga
IV. Hindi na dapat pag-usapan pa
Nagpapagod na rin ako sa aking kakasalita
Hindi ka rin naman nakikinig
Kahit sobrang pagod na ang aking bibig
V. Sa mga payo kong di mo pinapansin
Akala mo’y nakikinig di rin naman tatanggapin
Ayoko nang isipin pa
Di ko alam ba’t di mo makayanan na iwanan sya
VI. Ang dami-dami naman diyang iba
Wag kang mangangambang baka wala ka nang ibang Makita
Na lalake na magmahal sayo
At hinding hindi nya sasayangin ang pag-ibig mo
VII. Minsan hindi ko maintindihan
Parang ang buhay natin ay napagti-tripan
Medyo Malabo yata ang mundo
Binabasura ng iba ang siya’y pinapangarap ko
Repeat chorus
Repeat VII
Repeat chorus
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You rock dudes. ALABSYU. isa pa oh. haha natuto ako knina (; 69. 89. s1s .89 .69
Friday, May 14, 2004
got this off rxy's blogishpot..
incase of boredom...
> 1. May crush ka ba?
> doi...3 pa nga cla eh (:
>
> 2. Kailan mo pa siya naging crush?
> 2 years ago, a year ago and this month. haha.
>
> 3. Matagal na ba?
> I'd care less.
>
> 4. Kailan mo siya huling nakita?
> Grad day, his house, cam's party. haha
>
> 5. Taga-saan ba yung crush mo?
> greenhills, pasig, qc.
>
> 6. MU ba kayo?
> Oh please, Oh please! GOD OH PLEASE!
>
> 7. Cute naman ba yun?
> It wouldn't matter anyways, though I have to admit, They're all really cute (: rockers pah. haha! oh except for the most recent dude.
>
> 8. Mabait ba naman yun?
> all three are angels in my eyes.
>
> 9. Crush mo ba yun o mahal mo?
> the first two...the other one? Im intimidated and infatuated. haha.
>
> 10. Masaya ka ba kapag nakikita mo siya?
> To the point that no one else can ever be happy (:
>
> 11. Friends ba kayo?
> yeah, all three! *thank god*
>
> 12. Bakit mo ba siya naging crush?
> I don't know.
>
> 13. Anong ayaw mo sakanya?
> 1. He's so dumb. 2.He is too. 3.Iono...haha..He's ok.
>
> 14. Anong hilig niya?
> all three?BASKTEBALL. though also arcade and pc games for the first two(: SAME AS ME, MEHN. haha.
>
> 15. Alam ba niyang crush mo siya?
> richard and dio...vivo doesnt. haha
>
> 16. Nasa friendster mo ba siya?
> yuf. all three.
>
> 17. Last na toh... kung talagang crush mo
> Dio (a year ago), richard (2years ago, though not that much now a days. He's just cute. haha! and my bessy's bro) Vivo..(not really a crush..haha. Like i said "INTIMIDATED". It ain't the same.
argh!!
MAY NANGGAGAYA NG TEMPLATE KOHH!!! argh!!! Linilink nya pa koh!!!!! POTANGINA. ask permission naman plis! Literal pati posts ko gnagya moh! ONE THING YOU SHUD KNOW : I HATE POSEURS OR PEOPLE WITH NO ORIGINALITY KYA PWEDE BA! FUCK OFF!!!
Thursday, May 13, 2004
ANG KUPAL NG BUHAY NA TOHH!!!! lang gimmik lng outing... ayy nako! I'd do anything to go out today... harumph.
*sigh* nagaaway ngayun c ate mya and ate blu...
It started when Ate Blu approached me and asked if kuya Bill mentioned or blurted out her name. I said, no, that was the truth anyways. Then Ate Mya said she mentioned to kuya Bill that Ate Blu and Sophie were with each other yesterday, again was a fact. Ate Blu started saying that she somehow knows that kuya Bill is telling us lies about her. Then ate Mya calmfully said, "No, Blu, he doesn't even mention you anymore. At all" Ofcourse, Ate Blu took it offensively and started Yelling at ate Mya. Stating that her and the rest of us are defending kuya Bill, which isn't true. We're just looking on both sides. Actually, Kuya Bill is totally over it. Seriously, He's so happy and we couldn't be happier for him. Anyways the just stopped quarelling.
To tell you the truth, me and the other siblings of mine are really pissed at her right now. It's just because she's older that we don't confront her. Which is true. The fact that she uses OUR money for a living bothers us all. But the mere fact that she's absolutely shallow...makes it much worse.
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
I just got home from watching TROY with Ate Mya, Tuts, Kuya Jp, Ate Jill and Miggy! haha. ASTIG!! despite the fact na BADING si orlando bloom dun...I mean, gwapo sha, oo! pro nabading sha as paris!! stig si eric bana!!!!WOOHOO!! BOO-YUH!!!! Paris sux Hector rules!!! Haha, Brad Pitt did an awesome Job as Achilles though they didn't make him as bad as they made him seem in the books. Well, like i sad, Orlando Bloom was fucking gay as Paris! They made him seem so cool in the books. HAAAYY NAKO. POTANGINA it was fun! ahaha... Oh well, oh and onga pla! si HELEN mukhang bading, mehn!!! AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH....
I JUST GOT HOME FROM SHANG. haha. I met up with cla kuya bill. Heheh. YUn ikot ikot and shopping and eat! GANDA ng top ni ate mai at ng bag ni tuts. LNGYAH. ahah...
I saw dominic and felix roco...TOTAL HOTTIES. Haha. For real. *sigh* I wanna meet them, totally out of the question though (: Oh well, The life of the teenage dreamer. Haha, I think i've been labelled "the teenage BLAIR WITCH" well, as so I heard. Anyways, Hm...We're gonna watch troy tonight (: HURAH!! BOO-YUHH FOR ME!
Though I was talking to Noel and turns out the roco twins are nimrods. Oh well, here i go again...
fwede!! ahaha (:
haha...I LIKE THIS (: ^
this rocks (:
have i said i like this? :P
HAAAYY ohmaygewd. PRAY FOR ME PLIS PLIS PLIS. I WISH. haha... what a dreamer...
true what they say after all "Great/Big things come from small beginnings..." don't you agree? I think that fate can only bring you up to here. Its up to you to take that next big step. To take that leap of faith. And right now? I realized I never had tooken any big step. I stayed where fate can bring me. That is...a step away from destiny. I never took risks, wuss, eh? Haha! I know..I can admit it... But this is something i dream of...
"God works in such a way that everything just falls into place, and it really amazes me. everything is connected. everything happens for a reason...it's just like those suspense movies wherein the small habits and mannerisms that the characters have seem to just add spice to their roles, but in the end you'll see how it all fits perfectly into the plot. you might be saying "well duh, it's supposed to, it's a movie!" haha but it proves my point, exactly. God's plan for us is so clever...we fall right into place. Just the way he wants us too,and when you look at the pattern you'll be amazed it's just PERFECT"
I know im amazed (:
amen to that te jill [ok i edited it, a little. haha] still, it proves my point.
What do you think? REALITY IS REAL but FAIRY TALES COME TRUE TOO. and right now? i wanna live a cinderella story... CHEESY, yet true. NOT ME, yet me... MALABO...very... its hard.. anyways...
Im glad im talking to rina and nicole right now... I love those two like hell (: They're my closest friends...ironic, huh? WE MET ON THE NET. HAHA. all of us being net geekoids (: anyways..sort of like my bestfriends on the net... my sisters. CAUSE WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR SO LONG. haha.
Onga pla! i was talking to saab earlier la lng... ok lng kya un? she seemed pissed... "well, kool ka lng, saab!"
dreamer out!
POTANGINA. na cast na si cho chang.... HAAY NAKO. Sesend ko tlga picture ko sa Leavesden pra nman makuha ako dun sa Patil twins... NANGANGARAP NANAMAN. potah... ahaha... seryoso though :|
See that bitch, Katie Leung here. SHE BETTER BE WORTH IT. personally, i don't think she is. COMMENT KYO!
HIRAP TLGA PAG SIKAT KA! BWAHAHAHAHA. sum freak messaged me in friendster:
Poroungga
Date: May 10, 2004 2:07 AM
Subject: oisst!
Message: asteg ka po!!!! \m/
HAHA. LABOOOOOOO.
anyways...today was the most sad episode yet of american idol... everyone was crying coz Jeniffer Hudson had to leave.. Me and my sister was too... aww... Im not a fan but.. SHE WAS GOOD. damn...AMERICAN IDOL IS NOT A POPULARITY CONTEST PEOPLE! This is exactly what they did to John Stevens and Jon Peter Lewis.... I loved those two men... Outstanding performers if you ask me. anyways. WE'RE GONNA SEE KUYA BILL. WOOHOO BOO-YUHH!!! anyways im talking to kc..iana and lisa right now, check it.. haha.
little_ms_allstar: hehe oookay
little_ms_allstar: i jst made one nga e
little_ms_allstar: take it!!
rock_es01: haha
rock_es01: \fine fine
rock_es01: did you watch the episode of am idol?
little_ms_allstar: lisaencarnacion.friendtest...
little_ms_allstar: nyope
little_ms_allstar: i wana
little_ms_allstar: hahaha
rock_es01: so sad....ARGH
little_ms_allstar: why???
rock_es01: plus in america...george huff's gone
little_ms_allstar: FAAACKERS!!
rock_es01: everyone was crying...george...latoya...EVERYONE LITERALLY
little_ms_allstar: idol ko yan e!!!
rock_es01: AKO DIN!
rock_es01: i hate them
rock_es01: he deserved to win
little_ms_allstar: sheeeet tlga
rock_es01: i know.
rock_es01: potangina...hay nako
rock_es01: anyways....kaaalis lng ni jeniffer hudson
rock_es01: and i wanted JPL and John to win too!
little_ms_allstar: hahaha
rock_es01: kaso tanggal na cla preho sa states
little_ms_allstar: jennifer hudson okay lang..
little_ms_allstar: nigger-nese yan e
little_ms_allstar: hahahah!!
rock_es01: hahahahahaah!
little_ms_allstar: hey i got 77!
rock_es01: i dont like her..
rock_es01: haha
rock_es01: wait i'll take youra
little_ms_allstar's status is now "http://lisaencarnacion.friendtest.com" (5/11/04 5:42 AM)
rock_es01: what pet are u closest too?
rock_es01: HAHA
little_ms_allstar: sssh ka lang ha..
little_ms_allstar: ung hamster
little_ms_allstar: WAHAHAHA!!!
rock_es01: HAHAHAHAHA
rock_es01: OKAIOKAI
rock_es01: kala ko brother mo
rock_es01: HAHAAH
rock_es01: kasi ako...YUN
rock_es01: haha
little_ms_allstar: wahahaha!!
rock_es01: hanep un question about ur band!
rock_es01: HAHA...i know ur the loead vocalist
rock_es01: hahaha
little_ms_allstar: lol
rock_es01: cala told me
rock_es01: pro trip ko un exotic background dancer
rock_es01: HAHA
little_ms_allstar: nyahahaha
little_ms_allstar: coyote ugly
rock_es01: nyahahaah
rock_es01: HEY
rock_es01: crush ko si adam garcia
rock_es01: hahaahahah
rock_es01:
rock_es01: hahaha
rock_es01: IM GUESSING
rock_es01: ITS GONNA BE SO LOW
rock_es01: HAHA
rock_es01: 70
little_ms_allstar: hahaha!
little_ms_allstar: congrats!
little_ms_allstar: lol
rock_es01: lol
rock_es01: thank you thank you very much
HAHA...we're both very MALABO...haha here's the one with iana...MAS MALABO.
iana_bee: john was soooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rock_es01: i know!
rock_es01: HAHA
rock_es01: but he was so sad
iana_bee: i knoooowwww!!!
iana_bee: hes always sad when someone leaves
iana_bee: haha
rock_es01: haah i know!
rock_es01: rock_es01: its coz he thinks he shud leave
rock_es01: OMG...
rock_es01: he's gonna
iana_bee: really???
iana_bee: i knowwwww!
rock_es01: FUCKING AMERICANS THINK ITS A POPULARITY CONTEST
rock_es01: ARGHHHHHHHHHH
iana_bee: i=
rock_es01: i mean..not to be a racist ofcourse
rock_es01: its just they think that..its a popularity contest
iana_bee: yeah...brv
Monday, May 10, 2004
POTANGINA tlga. lngyah. shit. cra nanaman un windows xp dun sa kabilang pc sa room nila mommy. STUCK WITH THIS FUCCIN CRAP NANAMAN. haaaaayyyyyy nako. sheesh. Blog na lng at chat at friendster nagagawa dito eh. PAKYN SHYT, oh well.
CANT WAIT TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE. haha. btw (: I WATCHED THE PRINCE & ME NA! OMG. its now one of my favorite movies (: *SIGH* some day sana ako rin. FAIRY TALE LIFE...
ANYWAYS, snap back to reality (;...
PAMANDANAN OUT, buhbye!
Sunday, May 09, 2004
HAHA. real cute (: blogger fixed there site na. REAL CUTE. ok...BAD NEWS: BUMMER! Cho Chang has been rumored to have been casted. ARGH. potangina. I HOPE NOT I HOPE NOT. Not to be Greedy and Selfish with both my crushes...It's just that they never get anyone good to audition! I did some background check on Katie Leung on the net and...she's 23, people! NOT ONLY THAT. She's fuccin 5'9. CHO'S SUPPOSED TO BE A HEAD SMALLER THAN HARRY. DIDN'T YOU FUCCIN READ THE BOOKS? God.
Im watching re-runs of AMERICAN IDOL right now and im laughing my ass falling down my seat. HAHA. Simon Cowell can really make me smile (: *not that way, potangina moron!* HAHA. I swear to God I hate Randy Jackson. He says "Yo Yo, wassup wassup" and "Wassup dog? whus goin down?" ANNOYING, don't you agree? Anyways, haha. I LOVE PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY'VE GOT TALENT WHEN THEY'RE NOT! Matt Rogers is an amazing singer. He's auditioning right now. And i Just Love his talent.
While wer'e on the subject I have a list of people i want to win that UNFORTUNATELY didn't. In order. 1 being my favorite.
1. George Huff
2. Jon Peter Lewis
3. John Stevens
4. Jennifer Hudson
5. Jasmine Trias
Right Now, Im routing for Jasmine Trias since she's the only one left that I liked. *sigh* I LOVE GEORGE HUFF.
Ok, Im out of things to say. Pamandanan out!
Bye, Adios, Ciao, Au Revoir, Tschüs, Sayonara, Blitzen...
I have a picture of my chuxx nah (:
check this cool snappies. (:
may bago akong pix dun sa pix 3
Saturday, May 08, 2004
Im talking to my chicka, regina. o0o0o0o0o0h how i miss you! *missh0*
Can you tell im bored? yeah? good (:
Klinepto ko to sa site ni jae
Part 1: Basics
1. NICKNAME - Ale || Les || Lessa || Essa || Es
2. SEX - Female
3. BIRTHDATE - July 1
4. WHERE DO YOU LIVE - A faraway land..."pangalawang bituin sa kanan at diretso hanggang umaga" haha.
5. HEIGHT - Tall nuff. (:
6. SHOE SIZE - BIG HOBBIT FEET. :|
7. WHO WAS YOUR 1ST CRUSH - I think it was AARON CARTER. haha! i admit in being jologs before (; probably why i despise aaron carter today (:
8. RIGHTY OR LEFTY - Left handed
9. WHATS YOUR SIGN - Water sign, cancer
10. WHATS THE FIRST IMPRESSION OF YOU - Psycho...
11. EVER BEEN IN LOVE - hm.. so so
12. PUPPY LOVE - Yeah.
13. HAVE A TATTOO - Nope.
14. CRUSH - Drew Fuller *drool* . Alex Band. Marshall Mathers. Eric Lloyd. Miko Hughes. blah and blah... A LOT.
Part 2: Foods
1. CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE - both.
2. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING - Mcdz.
3. COKE OR PEPSI - Coke
4. ROOT BEER OR DR. PEPPER - Root beer.
5. TEA OR COFFEE - COFFEE!
6. MILK/DARK/WHITE CHOCOLATE - ALL OF THE ABOVE
7. VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE - both please.
8. CAKE OR PIE - Cake.
Part 3: Pick one
1. MARRY PERFECT FRIEND OR PERFECT LOVER - Hmmm... perfect friend (:
2. CATS OR DOGS - ruff ruff
3. 1 PILLOW OR 2 - (:
4. W/ OR W/O ICE CUBES - With please :D
5. TOP OR BOTTOM - Top
6. WINTER/SPRING/SUMMER/FALL - winter, spring, summer and fall...
7. SKIING OR BOARDING - BOTH!
8. BIKING OR BLADING - blading (: definitely busts more air!
9. ROCK/RAP/R&B/PUNK/ALT/SKA/TECHNO/SWING- rock, punk and alterntative please! (:.
10. NIGHT OR DAY - Night Owl
11. GLOVES OR MITTENS - Gloves
12. DRESSED OR UNDRESSED - Clothes.
13. BUNK OR WATER BED - WATER BED. haha.
14.MAKE PLANS OR GO ALONG - whichever..
15. TRUTH OR DARE - Dare (: *daremistress* bwahahah
16. MTV OR VH1 - Mtv.
17. OCEAN OR POOL - b0th.
18. SHOWERS OR BATHS - bath (:
19. LOVE OR LUST - Love.
20. SILVER OR GOLD - White gold
21. DIAMONDS OR PEARLS - pwede bang leather nlng? whahaha
22. PENCIL OR PEN - Pen.
23. SUNRISE OR SUNSETS - sunset
24. BLIND OR DEAF - deaf.
Part 4: Favorites
1. COLOR - Black- ok. so its not a color.
2. NUMBER - 8 and 89 (: pwede 69 o 666? BWHAHAH....
3. SUBJECT - recess and dismissal.
4. SHOE BRAND - Converse. Puma. Adidas. Reebok. Nike
5. SPORT TO PLAY - bball. skateboarding. blading.bsta anything extreme! pwede din mt climbing and shit like that.
6. DRINK - h2o. milk shakes. grape & pomelo juice.
7. ANIMAL - Tigers and snakes.
8. HOLIDAY - Halloween.
9. FAVORITE LINE FROM A MOVIE - "Seeing isn't believing, Believing is seeing."
10. BAND - New Found Glory. NHOI. The Calling. Akafellas. wheatus. 6 pence none the richer. dashboard confessional. third eye blind. 3 doors down. american hi-fi. all american rejects. Greenday. Smashmouth. Simple Plan. Incubus. Red Hot Chilli Peppers. Sum 41. Blink 182. Nine days. School Of Rock. Good Charlotte. Sugar Ray. System of a down. Lillix. Pearl Jam. Whitestripes. Maroon 5. blah! a lot more (;
11. MOVIE - check my myspace kya! (:
12. PLACE TO CHILL - kun saan saan lng.
13. FLOWER - BLEK.
14. PERFUME - polo extreme.
Part 5: Future
1. HOW MANY KIDS - 1 or 2
2. COLLEGE - The Ateneo,please? Please God? Please.
3. JOB - sum bum. currently am employed as SUM BUM. haha!
4a. WHAT DOES YOUR IDEAL GF/BF LOOK LIKE - dum dum dum...
4b. HOW DOES S/HE ACT - just as his self.
Part 6: Would you?
1. MOVE ANYWHERE - Of course.
2. DYE YOUR HAIR - blue? ALRIGHTY.
3. MEET ONE FAMOUS PERSON - Drew Fuller (:
4. LIVE WITH ONE PERSON FOR THE REST OF YOUR
LIFE - Yes.
5. NAME ONE PERSON YOU LOVE - Kevin Alexander Clark (:
6. NAME ONE THING THAT EMBARRASSES YOU - uhm? haha. la! sanay na ko dyan! dyahe pag hanggang ngyun gnun prin (:
7. DO YOU LIKE SCHOOL - of rock.
8. DO YOU LIKE TALKING ON THE PHONE - Most of the time.
9. DO YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LINE - yeahhh (: HAHA. no immitations please.
And another one for the record!
1. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend:
- No, I don't.
2. Crush:
- Definitely
3. Do you love anyone right now:
- Unconditionally.
4. Have you ever been in love?:
- Answered this already.
5. How many hearts have you broken:
- I honestly don't know, & I have no plans on finding out.
6. How many people broke your heart:
- Lalala Lalalala Elmos Essa's Song... haha! asingledudeilovetotheextentthatnooneelsecaneverloveanotherpersonwho'sanassjerkforlikingmyfriend. *AHEM* ex-friend. :|
7. Do you go more by looks or personality:
- Puhersownaleetee
8. Ever kissed a friend:
- Yeah
9. Are you still friends:
- uhuh.
10. Do you smoke:
- Sadly.
11. How about weed:
- Never tried.
12. Acid:
- Nah.
13. Ecstasy:
- (?)
14. Crack, heroin:
- haha, no.
15. Prefer beer or liquor:
-
16. Last time you got some:
- beer? cam's party.
WOULD YOU EVER
1. bungee jump:
- Yeah!! I'm up for that!
2. Skydive:
- YUHUH!!
3. Swim with dolphins:
- I've been wanting to.
4. Turn your back on your friends for personal
gain:
- Of course NOT
5. Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend:
- I'm not like that.
6. Lie to the police:
- Yeah, definitely!
7. Run from the police:
- uhuh (:
8. Speed away from the police:
- Haha. that sounds fun.
9. Walk up to a total stranger and kiss them:
- I don't think i'm capable of that. then again, you never know. haha
10. Be an exotic dancer:
- If I had the legs. HAHAH. kidding! no.
HAVE YOU EVER
1. Flashed someone:
- Never!
2. Told the person you liked how you felt:
- Nope. haha. wimp!
3. Gotten really REALLY wasted:
- sadly, yes. HASHUHSH
4. Skateboarded:
- Yeah! i do skateboard (:
5. Skinny dipped:
- No, dont want to.
6. Stolen anything from a store:
- * Looks at ebyahj & etak* Haha. remember that day...
7. Kissed someone of the same sex:
- The same sex people don't attract me.
8. Been to a concert:
- Yeap.
9. Been to another country:
- doi!
10. Talked back to an adult:
- ALWAYS. i love testing my parents patience (:
11. Given money to some homeless person:
- Of course
THE LAST THING
1. You ate:
- adobo?
2. You drank:
- Orange juice.
3. The last place you went:
- Podium.
4. Last thing you bought:
- chuxchuxchux
5. Last person you saw:
- Tito Manolet and Tita ras... Trisha..Paula...Laura...Moti...
6. Last person you talked to online:
- chika. we had a arguement ): pray for us! HAHA
7. Last person you hugged:
- Dad
8. Last song you heard:
- Hit Or Miss. NFG
YES OR NO
1. Do you like cows:
- They're okay.
2. Do the voices talk only to you:
- Yes. HAHA
3. Are you straight:
- doi.
4. Are you short:
- Nope (:
5. Do you own a hot pink shirt:
- No. yuck.
6. Did you ever touch someone else's no-no
spot:
- MY MY, I had no idea this survey was R18. I'm only 13 people, only 13.
7. Do you shop at Hot Topic:
- Nope
8. Do you remember your dreams:
- Sometimes.
9. Do you talk much?!
- Not as much as my siblings! they're all like blah and blah and blah and blah...
